uh...

what the hell??? ""overly-attracted""? uh huh...whatever you say, nessa. anyway, tomorrow, theres vb. and thats good right??? ya, i guess so. its gonna be fun, fun, fun. hee hee. ok...? what do i do now...? oh, now i have to ELABORATE why im gonna find volleyball tomorrow ""FUN"". 1) haha. this is a weird one. ...you-know-who wont be there. so NO DISTRACTIONS. (this is suppose to be the "ok" thing. so people! dont make it mushy and sick.) 2) i have NO IDEA why people fins it SOOO hard to stop ball. LIKE,WAT THE-? like, its not that hard is it? uh-uh, I DONT THINK SOOO! haha. relax -sit back sit back, relax, relapse- haha. ok...THIS IS HOW BORED I AM!!! oh yeah, got maths back today and it SUCKED! sob sob sob...so sad...BUT must carry on and LEARN FROM OUR MISTAKES. (as mrs tan had always said...actually, she always said ""dont cry over spilled milk"" but, like, whats the difference???) so kinda looking forward to tomorrow, i guess...

unfair

Yes Nessa, you ARE a lyrical genius. (no sarcasm intended) Xb anyway, shi ke, i knew it was you coz vanny told me that you tagged her and blah blah blah. so its kinda obvious. anyway yesterday, went to maryanne's brother's birthday party. haha. it was kinda boring...except that at first i tried hiding from HER. hee hee. but then i gave up. and IT SUX!!! how come all the fun happens when im not there??? i hate you all!!! AAARRGGGHHHH!!!!....................so anyway, tomorrow theres school! isnt that great??? but the worst thing about school tomorrow is that there will be 2 periods of chinese!!! and obviously, im gonna die :D i know youre all happy. and the BEST thing happening tomorrow is that therell be volleyball!!! ps. IM NOT OBSESSED!!!

dead

hey SHI KE!!! long time no see see. ok. sorri never ""communicate"" with you for like sooo long. hee hee. got no mood and when i got mood i too lazy. Xb sorry ah...anyway, its kinda the end for me now innit? i mean like now that all my friends think im freaky, the friends i go with everyday are sometimes too irritating, and one of bestest friend says that shes not my friend anymore...its kinda the end of the world for me innit? i mean like, what can i do now??? coz in primary school, i only stuck to like 2 to 3 people and now in sec school, i have more friends and my (ex) friend (according to her), is starting to be not my friend anymore and i feel like im gonna die. i mean like, what can i do now? i cant like stick to my (ex) friend (apparently) all the time coz itll get boring and i may die of boredom one day...im so dead...anyway, tomorrow will be going to shorty's brothers birthday...and im like buying him chocolates coz i have no idea what else to get him...hiaz...no idea what to do...

feeling very shrimpy now...

ok...so today DIDNT have vb training...hee hee...sorri mika and splitter. haha... HI NESSA!!! haha...blah blah blah. ok i noe dis is startin to get REALLY irritating. ya, the I-POST-SOMETHING-EVERYDAY thing. ya...i noe...but anyway, veri tired todae...dunno why...haha. then when i got to skool todae, its like my whole life like bloomed back to ""happiness"". haha. then the vb teacher say that he thinks that since i went to like 2 vb trainings, should be lar. (as in the me being in that thing, ya.) hee hee...so bored today...and during History, everyone was like falling asleep (according to the teacher). so she gave us a quiz and she was like very angry coz she thought that we were ""stuck" coz we never pay attention. hee hee. but i did quite well i think. coz i like left only 6 blanks...about there...hee hee. and thats 6 BLANKS not QUESTIONS. ok? blah blah blah...wwwwwwwwwww...ok, the only reason why i did that <- is coz im like TOTALLY bored. haha. then i just remembered what the eng teacher said about the small people collecting the newspapers. she was like "each group shld get like the TALLEST person to get the newspapers coz the short ones feel like its very heavy and its not healthy for them coz if they carry the newspapers, they'll never get taller but for the taller ones, it doesnt really matter. see, its like the short ones are vertically challenged" ........(this is the time i let the ppl reading this let the thing i just wrote sink in)......ok, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!! k, thats like so funny. then i started laughing non-stop in class. its like so funny. then during art, miss teh was like, "you need to get a picture of something" then shorty was like "i noe! we can get a photo of you!" then ppl started laughing and miss teh was like "where you gonna get a picture of me???" and i was like "in the yearbook! theres like a lot of your pictures inside! at least 4 i think. i shld noe, i counted!" then i was like "ya. and got a lot of "her" faces inside also...ok nevermind" and everyone was like oooing at me and i was like "what! got a lot of her pictures what!" haha.

i feel so lonely...

ok...like today is a holiday and the last 2 days, people have been celebrating CNY right? yah, but i've been like looking forward to it for like so long, and when it finally came, i feel totally bored and lonely coz i cant see my friends...so sad...and so on Saturday, going to my friends brother's birthdae partie...coz she can only invite like 2-3 ppl. so she invited me :) and another girl, not from our class (but i dont think she asked her yet). and FINALLY, blah-blah-blah :) but shorty only asked whether shes FREE on that day, but never told her the reason yet. hee hee. she says she'll wait until blah-blah-blah confirms that shes free then she'll ask. i think thats kinda DUMB. but its not my decision. but if blah-blah-blah goes, i'll just stand there and freeze...anyway, tomorrow, we'll be going back to school! yayayayayay. but then after school got vb...so sad...ok, not sad...HAPPY! coz splitter and mika will be going! (they better...) hee hee. they wanna try out! haha. maybe they shld drag wanny along...

My Armsies Still Hurt...

ok...i really think im getting TOTALLY MAD and FREAKY and i think im making people hate me for my ""SHYNESS"" and FREAKINESSNESS. XP but seriously, i think people are starting to hate me for my fear of stupid things. but its not my fault! :( i was like born scared of things that i dont even know im afraid of. anyway, no more negative stuffings! now...ON TO THE POSITIVE THINGS :D ok like on thurday, went to volleyball (actually i was "dragged" there) with...some PERSON. and when we got there, i like didnt dare to walk through the doors. but i got in...coz of my fear... :b anyway...we like warmed up and i didnt even know how to do it! i just did whatever everyone else was doing (even though i think i still did it wrong :b). then we started training. hee hee. then ended up late for swimming. but i didnt need to go. i just went there with "bimbo" (sorri) and sat ther ^.^ haha so now my arms are like still hurting...even tough im HAPPY (i think...) so, SPLITTER and MIKA and/or WANNY must go see the vb on WEDNESDAY...if you wanna join. SPLITTER BETTER NOT DIE ON ME >.<>.< )

Hee Hee...

HEY! hee...hee...SO today was a much HAPPIER day than YESTERDAY...yayayayayay but i still dunno whether its confirmed that im in vb...even though some people think i am -.- haha but today went for vb practice and it was fun! blah blah blah. haha. hee hee...im like going mad. hee hee. hahahahaha. ok im like still going mad. blah blah blah blah blah. ok i shld REALLY stop that, haha ok STOP IT! hee hee. blah. um...so today got D&T and Chemisty common test. yay yay. blah blah. then the D&T test was like sooo weird. at first it was like easy lar. then when i got to the isometris drawing it was like soo weird coz at first i miscalculated...hee...hee. but lucky i redo before time was up. yayayay then tomorrow i going back to OLN!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAY hee hee. haha. ok. i feel like i just keep like typing the same thing. ok i shld stop now...really.but cant really wait for tmr. i dont feel like so excited coz i think my form yeacher is on a 1 month course.

a bleah

Hiaz...so today is like the worst tuesday of my life. so sian...blah blah blah blah bleah...life sux...at least tomorrows a wednesday and as everyone knows, its VALENTINES DAY!!! but who cares anyway...bbbbbbbb.....so sad...still dunno whether im in vb or not but doesnt really matter to me anymore...hee hee listening to Avril Lavigne now...so sad...i va=onna die...so tired...lost 2 kg!!! yayayayayay...but still very sad...hiaz...life is BORING!!! ok...so Nessa is going to the FOB concert on 3rd March. anyone care to join her? she keeps pestering me to go (but not a lot lar). hiaz...sooooooooo sian.....dunno wat to do now. PEOPLE OF THE WORLD!!! hope youre having a better life than meeez. haha. today i watch the Transylvania video. it was like so funny and dougie was like actually in the middle-between danny and Tom! thats like the first. and he was like wearing this hat while he was singing and it looked kinda weird on him but i still love it...wish i lived in UK...THEN CAN GET MCFLY'S MOTION IN THE OCEAN....

boring...again

so today is a saturday and im VERY bored. the only thing to like entertain me is my BOOK and my friends who keep calling me just to talk to blah-blah-blah for no reason. then yesterday was so scary coz shorty wouldnt let go of me (she was hanging on to me from the back) then when i almost slam her against the wall, she finally let go and i was like "IM FREE!!!" then i started to run away but then i saw that blah-blah-blah was like 2 metres in front of me and i was like "oh shit" then i retreated to my friends and they started laughing at me. -.- then shorty and flying donkey were like so irritating last night! they called me while i was half way changing! then all of a sunden shorty was like "ok. blah-blah-blah's online" and i started whispering "oh my gosh" to myself. but they heard then they started laughing. -.- SOO BORING! then i went online and offline like so many times coz my sister wouldnt let me use the phone. hiaz...wednesday's coming soon!!! oh! tuesday too :)

madonna tan ah hui (haha)

okkeyssss!!! today was a kinda stupid day coz i stayed back until 6.30pm todae. hahazzz..all cecoz SOMEONE owes me SOMETHING which that SOMEONE needs to ask SOMEONE...haha(^.^) ppl who noe me should noe what im talking about. for those who dont noe me, OH WELL!!! so we had to audition for the stinkin NDP today in front of EVERYONE!!! but my batch did it first and finished early X) so we also had common test todae!!!! hmm...not bad...the geography was like TOTALLY (kinda) chicked feet! haha...then the english was so-so lah. then flying donkey, chiang-chiang-chiang, flying dragon and shorty and me stayed back today. we were suppose to ask someone something. but SOMEONE chickened out. then when we were about to go home, shorty realised that she didnt pass up sketch book for art. the we told her that its counted for common test. then we pushed her (not literally) BACK into school to pass up the sketch book. luckily, ms teh was near the door so we just whispered to her. then we passed it up and she said that luckily we passed up today or shorty would be our model for our blind contour drawing. hee hee. then she asked shorty why she wrote her name so small when she specifically said to write it big:MADONNA TAN AH HUI hahahahahahaha...so funny. then i fall down on the floor because that makes me laugh like mad. Then me and ger were at the bus stop then she said that SOMEONE was coming to the same bus stop then i said "where?" then i looked but i didnt recognise her at first coz she CAMOUFLAGED then i saw her and i told ger that i had to scream. then she said "me too" then she covered her ears but i didnt scream out loud. i just covered my hands over my mouth and screamed. when SOMEONE came i told her "dont make any eye contact whatsoever". then ger asked if i could take the same bus she was taking then i said can but it'll be a very long walk. then she said ok lor. just stay and stare at HER. then i was choosing what to do, whether to stay and wait for my bus or go where the safe bus can bring me. so i went to the bus with her and went home safely YYYYYAAAYYYYYYY

life SUX!!!

ok...life sux like poop! so depressed...even though today made my frenz laugh at nothing...so boring...life sux! tomorrow got CTs and im like going to die...coz its like sooo weird...and the worst part is:we have to audition for the "NDP" thingy...then today JT had vb practice so i told her to help me ask blah-blah-blah whether im in or not...coz, DUH, im too scared to ask her myself...so now i dunno whether im in (but im like a 100% sure im not) coz i havent ask JT what blah-blah-blah said...so depressing..so ifeel like dying now...and so upset coz vanny can change her blogskin and i cant coz i too busy...hiaz...WHAT A HORRIBLE LIFE!!!

not the GREATEST tuesday...

well...today isnt the best tuesday ever...coz well... i had to go to the doctor's coz of my stinkin cough. so i got my medicine and then i tried to sleep but kept waking up because of the cough. then rememebered that i still had to write the chinese compo. so i had some problems doing it...anyway, didnt see blah-blah-blah today. and i dont think i was very funny today coz i have a COUGH. and had to create a blog with miie partner. who was actually sam sam's partner. but now i cant remember how to log in to that blog coz...nevermind....so today kinda sucked...considering its my fav day. very scared for upcoming CTs coZ I hardly studied for ANYTHING. and so tomorrow starts the CCAs...i think... but im still not sure which CCA im in yet. im to scared to ask blah-blah-blah but she says that if ive gone for the second trial, and they picked me (horrible memories..!) that means im in...but im not so sure thats why i asked JT to help me ask tomorrow :) smart heh! ok whatever...this week seems to be the longest week ive ever had since the first day of school (good--no, GREAT, TERRIFIC, EXCELLENT, FANTASTIC, WONDERFUL, LOVELY, PERFECT, FABULOUS, FANTABULOUS(XP) memories...) i love life! not totally though...

to be laughing JOYFULLY now...HA!

so i was RIGHT!!! haha...i knew i would feel better today!!! so the new wallet was stinky...but life was gOOd...and i wass like coughing throught the wHOLe day...even during house practice!!! so we ran 200m today and i was 3rd! which isnt so good...but kinda since i was running with Ger and HF...and YL of course...but the best thing was that we played Dog and Bone, Duck, Duck Goose and Blow Wind Blow today :D it was soo fun...oh yeah! the CCA list thingy was out today...but they didnt say that i was in vb even though C kept saying that i was. so i went to asked flying donkey to ask C if im in and she said that if i went for the 2nd trial and got picked, that means im in... ;( and most of the class hates what their in and want to appeal. oh well...the best thing and worst thing is..TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF HOUSE PRACTICE!!!! but thats very sad...coz that means from now, when i scream, there has to be a ""good reason"" why im doing it..stupid...but also good because it means no more pushing us to cheer!!! XD whatever...CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW!!! IT'LL BE TUESDAY TOMORROW!!! WHOOO!!!!!

so again was another boring day. only that i got a new wallet and a new pair of shoes!!! hahazz....but went for 2 masses in church today! one at 7.30am and another one at 11 coz i forgot that i had to go for the "receiving of the new bible" ceremonial thingy...then during mass i asked flying monkey that if C was there, would she give the "to be confirmed" card to her and she said yes! lol...so now im veri bored and i cant wait to go to school tomorrow to see all my friends. stupid AJ and flying monkey!!! pretend to be C...yes! just remembered that tmr is the last day of Housing Practieciessess... yay yay yaya yyyyyyaaaayyy!!!! but going to be very sad coz theres going to be NO CHEERING for a while...how sad

boringingingingignignigngingigng dayayayayayayay...

so i went to the cemetry today. then went to Novena...after that, flying donkey called me coz she said i wasnt home(duh) so she had to call my phone. she said that she couldnt call C anymore coz C is sick even though, according to flying donkey, C said it would be ok if we called her. but we didnt XP coz we're GOOD PEOPLE. haha... so i just finished most of my homework so tomorrow i'll be free like a BIRDDDDDD... anyway, its been a very boring day and i predict tmr wud be just as boring......so i dont plan on sucking it even more by piling up stinkin homework. but i'll be fine tomorrow...just have to daydream more to make life simpler. just wish me frenzzies would make me laugh on mondae.... TUESDAYS COMING SOOOOOOOON------YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY...so i'll be rejoicincincincincing soon. and the best thing is...CHINESE NEW YEAR"S COMING SOON........ALLL THE HONG BAOSSS COME k...i think im freakin out now...lifes such a tough job to handle...haha...what a CUTE picture...

ya-dah ya-dah ya-dah...OK! the reason why i didnt blog yesterday was coz my internet KONG!!! but now that its fixed...IM BACK!!! haha...such torture... anyway...today was an ok day...only that i couldnt find my sisters afta school so i had to go back INTO the school to look for them...but couldnt find them...but instead i saw C!!! actually, melissano no. 2 brought me there...she just wanted to see C...HAHA!!! so we stood there (behind C) and tried to look for my sissies...but then C kept looking at us but i tried VER HARD to ignore her lookings...when we finally gave up, C was like, "yes?" then we said "nothing" and ran away. turns out the sissies were already at the meeting place...hiaz...then they said i had to change back into my uniform. so i ran all the way back into school and changed. The girlll who look like patrick kept saying my name everytime i passed her...but at least i didnt see C anymore!!! yay yay yay...so sad...the weekends here...gonna be sooooooooo boring and lonely...but MONDAY WILL COME SOON!!! haha..that picture's soo funny...