afraid...

"everybody's hurt somebody before,
everybody's been hurt by somebody before.
you can change, but you'll always come back for more. it's a game and we're all just victims of love."

haha...i've seriously gone mad with my music...aah. scared for tomorrow volleyball camp...what if i forget to bring something? shit. i'll be deprived of that thing for the WHOLE camp...damn scary. haiz...sick.
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heck, cant be bothered with anything anymore...

too far to see how things can be

whoa. time is seriously flying fast..in a blink of an eye, half the year is gone. wow. time is really running out.

"hold me now as our world crashes down,
cant you see that they push me away?
hear the sound as our time's running out,
if you give me the chance, i will make you believe everything"

yup. i feel really depressed nowadays. only angelica (and BAAB!) cheer me up..since, -AHEM- yilin's never around...but shes coming back tomorrow :D

i cant hide behind what i dont know

ugh. im not in school. so damn sad now. yesterday damn depressing can. cca photo taking SUCKED. yeah. cos, number 1, i was SICK (hence me at home blogging now). number 2, i damn chicken yesterday for cca photo taking so im DAMN DEPRESSED. i think that would be considered my biggest mistake in my LIFE. so yeah, thats why. only jessica knows why...I HATE THIS FREAKIN LIFE. im am a damn chicken and i HATE MYSELF. and thanks vanesia, for helping me when i was sick. :))

id never rip your throat out

haha...life is so boring nowadays..especially at exam times now..but going to have volleyball soo. so must be happy happy. haiz...dunno what to do now..cannot go msn lor..an die la. cos"exams ae here must concentrate on studies" whatever lor. so freakin bored...oh,yesterday oral damn scary. when the tester ask me if i prefer practical or academic. i said practical. should have said academic. cos academic then can use maths for measuring stuff when cooking and d&t and stuff...sux dammit...i said practical then she asked me how i would apply my knowledge of practical skills to do academic. what thehell i said something seriously retarded. sux or. then stupid i sat there and i got 5 mosquito bites just sitting there. pamela also got. and to make everything worse i was second last to go for the oral..