i dont wanna make things any worse

i'd just like to say that it is DAMN cool that the VB C Division won against Pei Cai. it's so COOL! damn, i wish i was there. i wanna feel the adrenaline rush in me then i die((: but i had to go for my piano exam today): it was quite fast though. 10 to 20 minutes. shorter than i expected.

hmm.

oh, man. i have to study for the stupid CTs. hah. but im going to play vb too. though NO ONE BRINGS A BALL ANYMORE. its sad. and that, that, that, MOLEFACE HASN'T EVEN COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 DAYS. HOW CAN ANYONE BE SICK 5 DAYS LONG?! her, i guess :D neverminds,

let's spend tonight on top of the world

i feel HORRIBLE. i SOOOOOOO wanna go Pei Cai and play.

dammit.

but i HAVE to have piano exam on that day): and SO many people aren't going. but they don't know what they're missing. well, neither do i, but that's besides the point. the point is, it's going to be an EXPERIENCE. how can they miss out on something like that? haiz. i think it's gonna be REAL exciting.

just like thursday.

first i didn't want to go training, then i told situ and pat so we decided not to go. then i changed my mind and wanted to go. then i told larissa, and not situ. so between lesson got a chance to see larissa so i told her i wanna go. then she was so happy. then after school i didn't feel like going training again-.- but i guess i got influenced by something-i-don't-know-what.

BIG MISTAKE.

not really, though. it was FUN and cos i wasn't SO in the mood to go, i wanted it to be short. so luckily there was the NA people having prelims in the gym. so must wait til 3.30. YAY. then by 3.30 we waited for them to leave the gym. so by the time we finished moving the chairs and tables, and finished warm-ups, it was about 4.20. YAY. then, i can't remember which we did first. receiving, i think. then spiking. receiving was hard cos we had to touch the floor before we moved and before we get in contact with the ball. O.O i couldn't do it so well, though. so i just received normally.

the big thing was, it was only the number 3 ball which i couldn't receive properly. and the number 30. while spiking, once i almost got hit by rochelle's ball which happened to be 3. and when she was spiking from that same place again just after that, i WAS hit by the 3 ball. and who woulda guessed number 3 was there. hmm...

anyways, coach let us sit out while seniors were playing game. so larissa and i decided to play by ourselves for awhile. then had a drink. then played again, but then with carissa (ahem, number THREE) and pat.

IT
WAS
FUN

cos i seldom play with seniors O.O

carino mio

today .was. a. crappy. day. the. only. good. thing. was. that. i. wore. my. Adio. to. school. today. everything. today. was.

CRAPPY. CRAPPY. CRAPPY.

the. only. good. thing. that. happened. today. was. that. i. caught. up. on. my. sleep. during. recess. and. miss. koh's. class. i. actually. think. that. the. reason. why. i. felt. so. crappy. was. maybe. i. didn't. play. volley. in. the. morning? i. really. wanted. to. then. after. school. claire's. asked. me. whether. i wanted. to. play. with. her. and. rochelle. i. freakin. can't. believe. i. said. no. that. was. totally. the. most. sucky. part. of. school. anyways. SOME. people. think. i. was. very. EMO. heh.

and i'm sorry baby, won't you come home?

heh. today was fun. played volley before school started(: argued with the engliish teacher a LOT. it was fun,though. AND, i chatted with vanesia and her FRIEND on msn just now. so boring. heh. buts, tomorrow's gonna be a HORRIBLE day. i heard that if we're going t wear what i'm planning to wear, we're gonna get a pink form -gasps!- but the principal say can so can lorh XD and i DIDN'T GO TRAINING TODAY :D haha. so happy. first time in my life i actually missed training. heh. but had to do the sewing thingy. luckily had maryanne, sarah and deirdre. damn funny lar. deirdre kept talking to her ____ and then she called me sophy. i was laughing like mad. and i still have a physics sample paper to finish_): damn late already. i don't feel like doing it.

SHIT.

but, i don't care.

but i gave up the fight

omg. OMG. SHE FREAKIN KNOWS!!! heck, anyways, YESTERDAY WAS EARTH DAY!!! haha. and the NDP preview too. oh WOW. the SJC peoples were SOOO CUTE when they ran out! haha. and then my family and i ate BILLY BOMBERS! cool. (: and, the most important thing that happened yesterday, during the NDP Preview, i was so bored during the UG marching thingy that i thought of this(:

"the smell of your fats lingers on me now.
You're probably on your flight back to go trim down
I need some shelter of my own protection flabby
To be with my fats and center, clarity
Peace, Obesity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has everything to do with you
It's personal, my fats and I
We've got some trimming down to do
And I'm gonna eat you like a fat kid eats chocolates
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a HIP girl now
And HIP girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm jogging
I must go alone
I must take the painful steps 'til I'm skinny, skinny
Fat people don't always have happy endings, do they?
And I foresee the flabbiness ahead if I stay

Like the little school mate in the scourt yard
We'll play volley and watch them run
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my flabbisity
Yes you can hold my flab if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and flabbers and share our secret ways
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with my fats and center, clarity
Peace, Obesity"

HA! yes, i was THAT bored..

whatever it takes i'll make your darkest days so bright

urm...yeah. im doin this only cos SOME people say i have to "update" it. so i shall talk about today's volley.

- scraped my leg and felt a spark -shudders-.
-SOME person didnt come for training today even though she COMPLAINS she never gets to play cos coach NEVER picks her.
-i left pat all alone to go home after training cos i was too busy um doing something CRUEL-.-
- couldnt focus on match cos i hurt my thumb, then my shin, then my OTHER thumb.
-couldnt service because all energy was drained out of me cos i had NO WATER to drink cos SOME people just DRANK FROM IT WITHOUT CARING WHOSE IT WAS!!!
-felt miserable

so yeah, that's what happened today. and yeah, i lost my water bottle then found it in the chinese classroom, but the door was locked by then):