Do it all over again.

I don't mind where you come from
As long as you come to me
I don't like illusions I can't see
Them clearly

I don't care no I wouldn't dare
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually
What you'll do

I don't mind...
I don't care...
As long as you're here

Go ahead tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same

Hours slide and days go by
Till you decide to come
And in between it always seems too long
All of a sudden

And I have the skill, yeah I have the will
To breathe you in while I can
However long you stay
Is all that I am

Wrong or right
Black or white
If I close my eyes
It's all the same

In my life
The compromise
I close my eyes
It's all the same

Go ahead say it you're leaving
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same

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(:
I chatted with nicky today.
She seemed very happy.
Hhaha.

I won't try to philosophise

Crap.
I was in a bad mood yesterday.
Cos of the stupid english.
Hahah, okay, maybe it was my fault, but I was still angry-.-
I spiked and it almost hit Man.
It was hard.
I felt good after that(:
Sorry Man(:

I don't know what to say.
I'm sorry?
Sometimes, that's not the point.

The way you always make me look at you.
The way so many things surrounded you.
Now I'm falling, there's nothig left to say.
And I can't break free out from in me there.
How can I let you leave this way?
Without you I'm not at all.
Cos I see things now in these memories.
Just to see you again.

Everything is colourless, nothing's as it seems.

Half asleep, I'm so bored. Counting sheep(:

Crap.

I didn't know until this morning that exam's tomorrow ):

But it's english, so I don't have to panic much, but I am.

What sucks the most is that I can't even concentrate when I TRY to study.

Distractions: Gee. Music. GUILT.

I saw him today, though.

So that cheered my day up(:

Art was fun too(:

Vanesia made me HYPER.

I made Ms Teh laugh just because I was laughing hysterically because of -ahem- Gee.

Yay. Gee. Pau Siak. Heh.

Dammit.

I played for so long and only got a GLIMPSE of him after Chem.

Andd, I had no idea there was gonna be any listening compre.

Damn.

I don't even know why I bothered with you.

I don't see what it's worth anymore.

Crap, we don't even know each other anymore.

GUILT.

The love that we had is torn in 2

Wheeeeeee. Today was ****ing awesome :D Let go. Hahahah. And, BOOOOOOOOOOON TIIIIIING(:

I think I'm LOVESTONED, I don't think he knows):

I LOVE Gotta Go My Own Way. Omg, it's so sad. The first time i heard it, I felt sad. Then, when I watched this video on YouTube, I CRIED! Omg. It was so awkward O.O ...TODAY'S THE LAST DAY OF CD!!! Dammit. I wanted to get _ _ _ _ _ _ _'s autograph la. But then I only managed to get 3 before they all vanished. ))))))))): I DIDN'T EVEN GET HIS FREAKIN AUTOGRAPH LA! ...I feel HORRIBLE. But then, WE PLAYED VOLLEY WITH THEM! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD It was damn fun. And they didn't know why I was saying shouting "Let Go"-.-

Oh, and today is the last day for the sec 4s. So sad. If I were them, I would cry my eyes out. And some more the school go play all these sad sad songs la. Sure cry one.

I'm trying to understand.

Let go(:

Like Heaven on Earth when I look in your eyes.

Today I stayed back to "study" with Maryanne. Initially, it was just suppose to be the 2 of us plus some seniors. Then later Yilin came, then Larissa came. -sighs. No more Pat-Man time(:

But, when the seniors took a break from studying (FINALLY!!!), they went to play with Yilin, Mauryan and Larissa. I wanted to play, but the urge was not so much that I left my work. So I finally decided to stay alone at the tables and do my work. It was actually a LOT more easier to study alone. Some people thought I was sad cos I didn't go and play with them. Haha.

Anyways, tomorrow's gonna be a sad day, but I'm we're gonna have to cherish it. The last day of CD. OMG.. :',( No more _ _ _ _ _ _ _. NOOOOOOO!!! I don't want him to EVER leave!(: And some crazy idiots think that he has a brother called B _ _ _ _ _ _. Hahahaha ((:

*I realised that the label and title of this post really matches the mood(:

Ashley

I realised I really wanna watch High School Musical 2.

Ooh, and Ashley is in SURVIVOR:CHINA! :D
Yknow, Ashley-from-WWE Ashley?
Ashley-the-one-who-follows-Brian-Kendrick-and-Paul-London-around Ashley?
...THAT Ashley?
Yeah, omg.
Damn cool.

I think I miss SAS.

Days that go by without cause

There are some things that you can't change,
but you just can't let them go.


What do you do then?

I love the way she glows in ULTRAVIOLET light

OMG.

Today was like the funnest [?] day of my life((: WE PLAYED WITH THE SINGAPORE AMERICAN SCHOOL TODAY and...

WE WON!

At least the juniors did, not so sure about the seniors. We won 3-2((: It was so fun. But I step line 3 times and coach scolded me for the first 2 times )): But heck, after that I took baby steps. Then there was this time where I knew there was alot of pressure on me, cos we were one point away from winning that game. Then we won(:

When coach left, everyone relaxed a little. Hahaha. But I reached home late. About 9.10 or something. So tired..then got LTH's homework-.- Heck, I don't think I'm gonna do it. I'm too tired(: Anyway, I already told him I may not have time to do it :DD

I'm over the moon(:

Dear Diary, I SAW GEE TODAY. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :DD ..and that adds to my over-the-moon feeling(:

A pitiful disaster.

Today made me wonder.
Is life really worth the living?
I mean, some people may get intimidated or embarassed, and THEY'RE still alive.
How about me?
Why am I still alive?
To put it simply, I don't see why it's worth living anymore.
There are better people out there in the world.
In HEAVEN.


Today sucked.
CCA confirmation scared me.
Look what you did, Vanesia.

Everything's changing

HAHAHAHA. Today was a purrrrrfect day(: Why? Cos no one polluted NOBODY'S MIND (woot. 3 cheers for Dilpreet!). I saw Catboy SOOOOO MANY TIMES TODAY :D ANDD, after CIP, coach let me play match((: ANDANDAND that ASS((: WHEEEEEEEEE

But, OMG the Health Care Centre was scary. All of a sudden, one of the women started crying! Nessa we all all got scared. Hahah. Lucky we didn't cause her tears. BUT YI LIN HARDLY TALKED THE WHOLE TIME. COS SHE LOST HER THINGS. Ah Quah too. -SIGHS.

Uhh, but still, today ROCKED.

BUT THEN I saw the girl who has the ETNIES SLIPPERS. Hahaha. BUT, turns out she was wearing the ETNIES SLIPPERS. ...grrr. But heck, it's way beyond what I can afford. I mean, $25? haha, NO.





SO WORTH IT.

We missed our chance

Today was a suckysucky day. COS SOMEONE WANTED TO POLLUTE SOMEONE'S MIND AGAIN!!! Gar. Andandand Claire ran away from her class and gave me a letter after that-.- I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO CLASS FOR CD EVEREVEREVER AGAINNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

Ooh, but the day progressed after school when the few of us went to the gym to play volley(: HAHAHAH.

im slipping away

Why are you so emo nowadays?

All I can think about is you.

...I think I sprained my foot yesterday...ouch.

CEDAR :D

Oh my gollygollygosh!(: Playing with Cedar was so fun today. But Haffidah never come :( so Nadia had to play co-set. HAHAHAHHA. It was damn fun today la. Andandand I think we're all scared of the TALLTALL girl(: Coscoscos when I hit the ball to center, Nadia don't dare to take cos she's in front of the TALLTALL girl. HAHAHHAHA. So funny. And I think Bad has an ADMIRER(: And i think today was the best time I've ever had in Cedar. It was DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNN okay. Oooh, tomorrow's Yilin's birthday and I spoilt the photo frame I was suppose to give her O.O


Andandand, I watched Evan Almighty today :D

The Ballad of Paul K.

He's drinking cold Corona.
Feels like he's getting older now,
I'm noticing how he's finding
Grey hairs left in the shower.
Tattooes fade by the hour and,
I can't understand these feelings.

Why life is getting him down,
He used to smile now he frowns.
And cries inside.
It's been this way for a while
And he can't seem to put things right.

When life has been unkind.
And you're losing your mind.
Look in the mirror, afraid of what you'll find,
Feels like time's not on your side.

He doesn't like to mention,
Applying for his pension so,
His children don't know he's heading.
Into a mid-life crisis.
He can't afford the prices for
The new kitchen floor he's buying.

He's been a drunk all his life.
Two kids, a dog and a wife.
He doesn't know.
And in the daytime he just sits and watched television shows.

Don't know why but somehow
The ones you loved you hate now,
You feel down and blue.
Look at what you've thrown away.
They stood beside you all the way.
Now it's too late.
It's too late for you.

Hmm. That song got me thinking. Since the cover of the English textbook said that Ballads are "Stories In Verse", it set me thinking that this is the only song I'm sure is a ballad. It's sad, actually. But I read long time ago that this song referred to Danny (from McFLY)'s father. It's really sad. Why'd he just throw away his life like that? WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO?!?!
Oh, and Gee is a guy(: