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Graduation

Today, is Jean's birthday. IT'S ALSO DAIKI'S BIRTHDAY:DD And yesterday was Dilpreets birthday. So uh, HAPPY BIRTHDAY(:

My bad I don't have a picture of Jean xD

Today sucked. After school, Boonting and Jessica left me and went Compass. I had no money. So I had stay in school and eat with Rochelle. Actually I didn't really wanna go Compass, cos I still have to finish my art and home econs. So came home, then remembered I can't find my palette, so CAN'T PAINT. So I was all "sad" and stuff so brought mysef to the com. And ended up finishing One Pound Gospel :D

Now I'm just waiting for the fourth episode of Isshun no Kaze ni Nare so I can finish it, watch Proposal Daisakusen [again for recap purposes], then the special, then I plan on watching this show I-can't-remember-the-title-of.

BUT I'M GONNA TAE A BREAK FROM ALL THIS [hopefully the person who uploaded Isshun no Kaze ni Nare takes her time to upload the last episode :D] COS I NEED TO STUDY. FOR CHINESE. HISTORY. AND GEOGRAPHY.

I know I'm no longer in your future
I've finally realized that

JUMP

To tell the truth, I hate it when HSJ sings Hey! Say! D: I'd rather much prefer the old HS7 singing it :(

TOMORROW IS YAMAPI'S BIRTHDAY(: (actually its in like 3 minutes:/)

Sennen no Love Song

I've been avoiding it. Everything. I'm sorry, I haven't been going near you or talking much to you. But in school it's cos I don't like ****** **.
Gomen ne.

Ano toki, wasurenai yo.

Try Again

Yesterday was Keito's birthday(: And it was also April Fool's Day.

YILIN tried to trick me into eating toothpasted oreos. HAH! I'm smarter than that :D

And uh, went for training today. Didn't need to, actually. But for the sake of Chleo. Tsk. I risked my whole day for that. But it was fun. Haha, Mrs Wong was being funny and she threw a ball at Larissa for switching teams. HAHAHAHAHHAHA. And she [almost] made me do 50 pushups for "spiking" her face. LOL.

I miss you.

Kyou wa Takaki-kun no otanjoubi desu. Yuya Takaki ontanjoubi omedetou(:

I don't really have much else to post. So uh, I'll just leave it as that ^^

Days

Listening to Yabu's Asu e and Ya-Ya-Yah's Te wo Tsunaide Yukou & Sekai ga HItotsu ni Narumade makes me wanna cry D: Seriously. It's so sad to listen to Ya-Ya-Yah's songs now. Cos they disbanded. And since they disbanded, Hikaru & Yabu got put into Hey! Say! JUMP, Taiyou quit (DDD:) and now Shoon's all alone (MY POOR SHOON! D:). I just pray that he won't quit like Taiyou (of course Taiyou quit to continue his studies, but still...). Shoon, GANBARU YO! :D

2 things happened since yesterday.

1. Double decker bus windscreens are deceiving.
Yesterday, on the way home after training (I WAS ALONE), I looked out the windscreen from the top deck (I was sitting at the second seat from the front) and I saw the grey sky :D And I thought "sugoii, that means when I go home, its gonna RAINN and I can cuddle up in my bed and read my magazine." Then, as contented as I was with that, I looked out at the sky from the side window and saw the sky was BLUE. And I was like "What the-?!" then I started looking back and forth between the front and side.

DAMN YOU TINTED WINDOWS!!!

2. The Indonesian girls came today(: And since Boonting was hosting one and Maryanne was hosting one, I could go with either of them(: They're damn cute la. Especially Boonting's friend [Olivia?]. During Physics (the time they came in) I wa slooking around at all of them, and I looked at her and she smiled back at me. HAHAHAHA, kawaiiiiiii :D AHEMAHEM, Olivia knew how to do quadratic factorisation and Boonting didn't, AHEMAHEM. Andandand Maryanne's friend [Vania?] plays volleyball for leisure :D

Loneliness will never love you

OMG. Last night, I had a dream of [chibi] Yabu Kota, [chibi] Yaotome Hikaru, [chibi] the other guy from Ya-Ya-Yah, Yamashita Shoon, Ayukawa Taiyo, Tegoshi Yuya, Masuda Takahisa, KITAYAMA HIROMITSU && FUJIGAYA TAISUKE. And, I woke up DAMNN happy. Mostly cos of Yabu, Hiro, and Taisuke. (lovelovelovelovelove)

Strangely, in most parts of my dream, EVERYONE was playing volleyball. I exceptionally remember Hiro playing it :DD

Now I'm listening to Brand New Season by Kis-My-Ft2 (all thanks to Tofu), and HIRO is SO CUTE.
*At certain angles, Tamamori really looks like Takaki O_O

Ohh, last night I went to eat at Sakae Sushi :DD My long awaited Ika Sushi was ther(: So uh, ate ALOT of salmon, TUNA, IKA!, Tako, and I actually tried the Okonomiyaki. It's good that I did (I ordered it last minute), cos if I didn't I'd never know how Okonomiyaki's would taste like and all I do would be watch NewS eat more and more of it=.= It was nice(:

1000 Year Love Song

We played at Outram Sec today(: And uh, got lost. Therefore were half an hour late. Haha(: Lucky coach wasn't there yet. Oh, their captain''s service is DAMNN NICE. Compared to the others, and ours. And in the last match I got to play centre ^^V Damn fun la.

Oh, and coach was like so hungry cos he didn't eat anything since 8.30, and that time was about 3 something, that when Vanessa asked him whether he wanted to share MY Hello Panda with her, he grabbed the whole packet, ripped it open and poured it into his mouth. HAHHAHA. Vanessa was like so shocked. Then she snatched the packet from him and ran away to eat it. Hahaha, it was damn funny la. Then coach was like "you ask me whether i want what" and vanessa said "i asked whether you wanted to SHARE." Hahaha, then coach took the packet and pured the remains into his mouth. Then Vanessa asked me whether I had another packet, then I gave her another one and coach also ate from there XDD

SUI-HE-LI-BE-BO-KU-NO-FU-NE=SUI: Hydrogen (H) which is "suiso"HE: Helium (He)LI: Lithium (Li)BE: Beryllium (Be)BO: Boron (B) which is "Houso"KU: Carbon (C)NO: Nitrogen (N) and Oxygen (O)FU: Fluorine (F) which is "Fusso"NE: Neon (Ne) the periodic table XD

Sekai ga Hitotsu ni Naru made

Training today was fun. It finally reminded me of why I was always so excited and couldn't wait for training last year. It's good yea(:

Mrs Ho read my J-Spy mag today O_o whatthheck right. Haha, she said Hey! Say! JUMP were "too feminine and not manly-looking" enough-.- Apparently, she thought Yabu, Inoo, and someoneelseicantrememberwho was cute(: But it was funny mann. And all these fun english lessons are all gonna disappear soon cos we're gonna change english teacher:(( Super sad la. Haha, I remember how we used to hate english cos of youknowwho last year, and at the beginning of the year it was just as bad, but now it's so fun.

And we're gonna change History teacher too:( TO THE SAME GUY-.-!!! What's up with that right. Andd, Mr Sim's lessons are fun too. Even though sometimes he jokes so much that I don't know whether he's telling the truth or just tryin t' make a joke:/

Stayed back after training today for sister's ptm. Got scolded by Mrs Ong for staying in school:( Then panicked. HEH(:

imissyayayah

Even stronger and stronger I will burn today into my memory.

Demoralisation.

To me, that word means to be discouraged and KILLED. Someone made me feel demoralised today. In many different ways. Maybe in some hidden message. Or just pushing us. We're working hard enough. We're trying our best. WE'RE TIRED AND EXHAUSTED. Give us a break, literally. I can't wait for it to be all over. *sighs* what's going on?

Days　だからもっと　もっと今を感じていたい
Days　もっと　もっと強く今日をやきつけて

At least the truth is coming out.

Yesterday was Valentine's Day<3

I miss DP:( The OLD DP. That time when he wore normal everyday clothes. Really, you can look at him in ALOT of ways. But...I don't know. I miss him. Or maybe its just me.

Vanesia's crazy and mad.

dreams of yamada and ryo, then gets smacked in the head by sister.

The truth that hides.

FUJIGAYA TAISUKE IS HOTTT.
KITAYTAMA HIROMITSU IS CUUTE.

And both their voices are WONDERFUL. Ahem, especially in サヨナラよりアリガトウ (Sayonara Yori Arigatou)♥ Omg, Taisuke. Is. So. Hot. And. His. Voice. Is. Just. AAH(: His voice has so much power man(:

I hope Angelica feels okay yea, that poor girl. I can't stand just standing and doing nothing. But there's nothing I can do actually:(

Wonderland Train

:)

Wonderland train(:

Uh, I haven't blogged for awhile yea. A LONG while(: Anyways, I have yet to complete my untouched Commonwealth Essay.

*I've been obsessing over Hey! Say! 7 when I wasn't blogging. That's why I had no time(: Uh, I'm watching Ganbatte Ikimasshoi now, so I won't have any regrets about watching it half-way. And, uh, I MISS DRAGON ZAKURA!!!

山田かっこいー♥

Hitori ja nai sa

Best Friend - NEWS

We have fun doing the most trivial things
Before we even notice, we’ve been laughing together till morning
We are supposed to have become adults
But we haven’t changed a bit

You are my best friend
Because it is embarrassing,
I can’t say things like, “Thanks”
This may not be any place special
But I want to always be right here

The streets where we grew up
Have changed compared to how they used to be
Even as the seasons come and go
I hope you never change

You are my best friend
Sometimes we fight
Because of the silliest little things
But we understand each other better each time to collide

In the future
I probably won’t say this out loud again
But the truth is that when I’m with you, that’s when my heart feels the warmest

You are my best friend
Because it is embarrassing,
I can’t say things like, “Thanks”
This may not be any place special
But I want to always be right here

You are my best friend
No matter when
We will never be alone
You give me such simple kindness
I want to say this to you:
Thanks

Omg. My eyes were wet after reading and listening to this (of cours it's not english, but this is the translation). It made me think. ALOT. I can't believe a year has passed by so fast. Alot of people made the last year really fun and memorable. THANKYOU(:

Just to name a few people:
Vanesia(:
Yilin(:
Maryanne(:
Melissa :D
Angelica(:
Dil(:
PAMELA(":

yay

Oh, and to make a memory, right now, I think Change the World is going to be stuck in my head tonight(: I'm listening to NewS-Change the World, ARASHI-LOVE SO SWEET, G&M-Nippon Ai Ni Iku Yo, Vanilla~Burn It Up!, Hey! Say! SEVEN-BON BON. Goodnight(:

Gaaaan!

Camp was fun(: Despite all the mud >.<

First day: Arrived and wanted to die cos of mud. Did low, intermediate and high elements. RAINNEDD. Sat in shelter and did some cheering and stuff. Bathed. Slept.

Second day: Initiative games. Some "Minesweeper" and Balloon games. RAFTINGG ;_; Lunch. AMAZING RACE (got lost-.-). RAINEDD. TWICE. Got back to camp and took stuff to go bathe. Bathed and had dinner. Gala prep, CAMPFIRE. Slept in chalet(: The mud wasn't so bad. Adapting(:

Third day: Woke up in chalet (DREAMT OF RYO AND YAMAPI! :D) Had breakfast. Kept tents. Exposed Coconut's secret. Went back to school and got briefing then went home(:

...It doesn't sound so bad, and thinking back, it wasn't that bad either. Anyways, SAPURI IS [STILL] THE BEST SHOW EVERRR. I just finished episode 7(:

*Amelia was crapping so much at the campfire, it was UNBEARABLE. But entertaining(:

Real Voice!

SAPURI IS THE BEST SHOW EVERRR.

Yes, I'm watching it AGAIN(: I'm aiming to finish episode 6 by tonight, which should satisfy me for the next 2 days cos there's gonna be CAMP.

I HEART YILIN'S DCS.

Rise!

I AM BORED OUTTA MY GUTS.

This year, school is SO BORING. Omg, I don't think I can stand it any longer. I feel DEAD during lessons, and I can't pay attention during chinese (which I seriously am TRYING to, cos I have to buckup my chinese). Tsk, I wanna talk about Ryo or whatever, but there's NO ONE TO TALK TO. -groans- How much more miserable can life get? Oh yeah, CAMP-.-


I CAN'T HOLD IT IN ANY LONGER.

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Oh, and I was thinking of putting Summary on the blog so EVERYONE can listen to it(: But, I think I'll be good and spare your ears(:

I'll keep it for you.

...
Today we had CCA Trials for the sec ones. It made me realise how fast time has passed. It felt like only yesterday that I was gaping over how the volleyballers could hit the ball without getting hurt so easily. Tsk, in 3 more years, this will all just be a memory.

I thought alot about Sapuri and Nobuta Wo Produce today(:

Vanesia didn't come:(