I miss you.

Kyou wa Takaki-kun no otanjoubi desu. Yuya Takaki ontanjoubi omedetou(:

I don't really have much else to post. So uh, I'll just leave it as that ^^

Days

Listening to Yabu's Asu e and Ya-Ya-Yah's Te wo Tsunaide Yukou & Sekai ga HItotsu ni Narumade makes me wanna cry D: Seriously. It's so sad to listen to Ya-Ya-Yah's songs now. Cos they disbanded. And since they disbanded, Hikaru & Yabu got put into Hey! Say! JUMP, Taiyou quit (DDD:) and now Shoon's all alone (MY POOR SHOON! D:). I just pray that he won't quit like Taiyou (of course Taiyou quit to continue his studies, but still...). Shoon, GANBARU YO! :D

2 things happened since yesterday.

1. Double decker bus windscreens are deceiving.
Yesterday, on the way home after training (I WAS ALONE), I looked out the windscreen from the top deck (I was sitting at the second seat from the front) and I saw the grey sky :D And I thought "sugoii, that means when I go home, its gonna RAINN and I can cuddle up in my bed and read my magazine." Then, as contented as I was with that, I looked out at the sky from the side window and saw the sky was BLUE. And I was like "What the-?!" then I started looking back and forth between the front and side.

DAMN YOU TINTED WINDOWS!!!

2. The Indonesian girls came today(: And since Boonting was hosting one and Maryanne was hosting one, I could go with either of them(: They're damn cute la. Especially Boonting's friend [Olivia?]. During Physics (the time they came in) I wa slooking around at all of them, and I looked at her and she smiled back at me. HAHAHAHA, kawaiiiiiii :D AHEMAHEM, Olivia knew how to do quadratic factorisation and Boonting didn't, AHEMAHEM. Andandand Maryanne's friend [Vania?] plays volleyball for leisure :D

Loneliness will never love you

OMG. Last night, I had a dream of [chibi] Yabu Kota, [chibi] Yaotome Hikaru, [chibi] the other guy from Ya-Ya-Yah, Yamashita Shoon, Ayukawa Taiyo, Tegoshi Yuya, Masuda Takahisa, KITAYAMA HIROMITSU && FUJIGAYA TAISUKE. And, I woke up DAMNN happy. Mostly cos of Yabu, Hiro, and Taisuke. (lovelovelovelovelove)

Strangely, in most parts of my dream, EVERYONE was playing volleyball. I exceptionally remember Hiro playing it :DD

Now I'm listening to Brand New Season by Kis-My-Ft2 (all thanks to Tofu), and HIRO is SO CUTE.
*At certain angles, Tamamori really looks like Takaki O_O

Ohh, last night I went to eat at Sakae Sushi :DD My long awaited Ika Sushi was ther(: So uh, ate ALOT of salmon, TUNA, IKA!, Tako, and I actually tried the Okonomiyaki. It's good that I did (I ordered it last minute), cos if I didn't I'd never know how Okonomiyaki's would taste like and all I do would be watch NewS eat more and more of it=.= It was nice(:

1000 Year Love Song

We played at Outram Sec today(: And uh, got lost. Therefore were half an hour late. Haha(: Lucky coach wasn't there yet. Oh, their captain''s service is DAMNN NICE. Compared to the others, and ours. And in the last match I got to play centre ^^V Damn fun la.

Oh, and coach was like so hungry cos he didn't eat anything since 8.30, and that time was about 3 something, that when Vanessa asked him whether he wanted to share MY Hello Panda with her, he grabbed the whole packet, ripped it open and poured it into his mouth. HAHHAHA. Vanessa was like so shocked. Then she snatched the packet from him and ran away to eat it. Hahaha, it was damn funny la. Then coach was like "you ask me whether i want what" and vanessa said "i asked whether you wanted to SHARE." Hahaha, then coach took the packet and pured the remains into his mouth. Then Vanessa asked me whether I had another packet, then I gave her another one and coach also ate from there XDD

SUI-HE-LI-BE-BO-KU-NO-FU-NE=SUI: Hydrogen (H) which is "suiso"HE: Helium (He)LI: Lithium (Li)BE: Beryllium (Be)BO: Boron (B) which is "Houso"KU: Carbon (C)NO: Nitrogen (N) and Oxygen (O)FU: Fluorine (F) which is "Fusso"NE: Neon (Ne) the periodic table XD

Sekai ga Hitotsu ni Naru made

Training today was fun. It finally reminded me of why I was always so excited and couldn't wait for training last year. It's good yea(:

Mrs Ho read my J-Spy mag today O_o whatthheck right. Haha, she said Hey! Say! JUMP were "too feminine and not manly-looking" enough-.- Apparently, she thought Yabu, Inoo, and someoneelseicantrememberwho was cute(: But it was funny mann. And all these fun english lessons are all gonna disappear soon cos we're gonna change english teacher:(( Super sad la. Haha, I remember how we used to hate english cos of youknowwho last year, and at the beginning of the year it was just as bad, but now it's so fun.

And we're gonna change History teacher too:( TO THE SAME GUY-.-!!! What's up with that right. Andd, Mr Sim's lessons are fun too. Even though sometimes he jokes so much that I don't know whether he's telling the truth or just tryin t' make a joke:/

Stayed back after training today for sister's ptm. Got scolded by Mrs Ong for staying in school:( Then panicked. HEH(:

imissyayayah

Even stronger and stronger I will burn today into my memory.

Demoralisation.

To me, that word means to be discouraged and KILLED. Someone made me feel demoralised today. In many different ways. Maybe in some hidden message. Or just pushing us. We're working hard enough. We're trying our best. WE'RE TIRED AND EXHAUSTED. Give us a break, literally. I can't wait for it to be all over. *sighs* what's going on?

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