Doki, doki

I've been making myself listen to Summary over and over again(: It's just so nice(: and sad. I dunno, the tune is sad.

Anyways, I got really nice gifts(:

-A NewS Poster :D (Larissa)
-A Koike Teppei Album :DD (Badriah, Chleo, Elina & Situ:))
-A Cute Little Samurai Hanphone Chain thingy (Badriah, Chleo, Elina & Situ:))
-A Lollipop! (Badriah, Chleo, Elina & Situ:))
-A CUP! :D (Nadia!)
-A Tigger Handphone Holder(: (Paaaatty)

And I'm KINDA asking Jessica to get me a deck of Yamapi poker cards(: What, she asked.

break out, break out

"With a prudent victory,
he will be boldly defeated.
HALLELUJAH CHANCE!
NOOOOOOO!
I'm not going!"

"You're not suppose to break out of your shell NOW!"

"Sorry."
-Proposal Daisakusen
Hahahaha. Yamapi's so funny. Well, my teenage life has officially begun, and the first person to wishme a happy birthday was Wanling(:

Boom! Boom!

I have 7 inhuman mosquito bites on me.

One had apparently EXTENDED since yesterday. (EXTEND, not EXPAND)

In 5 minutes time, I'm gonna be thirteen years old. The horror begins from there. GOODBYE CHILDHOOD! D:

We'll shout it out loud,

Today, we played against Pei Cai(: It wasn't so hard, but their seniors looked so PRO. We won the Pei Cai C Division 3-0 :DD

After that, went to Compass with Larissa, Pat, and Claire(: Andd, GOT A NEWS POSTER FOR MY BIRTHDAY FROM LARISSA :DDD It was SOOOO NICE. But there wasn't Kussa or Uchi:( But, TESSHI WAS SO CUTE IN IT. AND RYO TOO. AND KOYAMA. AND MASSU. OMG. Wheeeeee. Oh, and Larissa also got me a handphone key chain that has a light for Christmas((:

IT. IS. ALREADY. PUT. UP. IN. MY. CUPBOARD.

(I found a new song today;;KAT-TUN-Keep The Faith:))

I Miss You

Yknow, when you listen to songs, sometimes a certain song (or a few) can just STRIKE your heart. Maybe it's because of the melody of the song, the words, or maybe just some emotional/regretful part within you was touched...I have a BUNCH of songs that make me feel like that. I don't know why.

-`Saosin-Voices
-`Tegomass-Hajimete no Asa
-`NewS-Best Friend
-`NewS-Yume no Kazu Dake
-`Utada Hikaru-First Love
-`Yamapi-Gomen ne Juliet
-`Nishikido Ryo-Angel
-`Tegoshi, Ryo, Shige-Ai Nante
-`NewS & KAT-TUN-Summary

I know, most of those songs aren't english (make that 88.9%). But it just STRIKES me. Everytime I hear it, I feel SADD.

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[Oh, yes, I added another song >:)]

Take it out(:

MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D

Ahah, I got...2 presents for christmas(: one from my sisters and one from my cousins. WHEEE. Hahah. Today, is Jesus Christ's birthday. ANDD, if I'm not wrong, it's Celeste's birthday too(: Happy birthday Celeste! Even though you most probably don't even know this blog exists, or that I even remembered. But, I remembered(: So that's fine.

Tomorrow, is gonna be my first training in...12 days! I'M. SO. EXCITED. AH. HAH. HAH. HAH. HAH. We. Are. Gonnna. Be. Playing. With. Pei. Cai. Tomorrow. They're. Coming. To. Our. School. -smiley face-. It's. Gonna. Be. My. First. Time. Playing. With. Them. And. Again. I'm. Very. Excited. Oh. And. The. Reason. Why. I'm. Talking. Like. This. Is. Because. SOMEONE. Once. Told. Me. That. It. Makes. This. More. "Robotic". Ah. Hah. Hah. Wow. This. Must. Be. The. Longest. Post. After. So. Long.

I'm starting to like Kanjani8 (Heck with the "robotic") I guess I have to since Ryo's joining them again :( Ahaha. I'm also starting to like Uchi and YABU more-.- (SHOOOOOON!!! :DD) Ohh, Kanjani8's songs are so cute. And the videos are so funny. Hahah. I'm currently loving Zukkoke Otokomichi and It's My Soul right now(:

Andd, I know I should've said this on Friday, but I forgot--TODD'S THE WINNER OF SURVIVOR!!! Ahahahha. He's such a smart munchkin yea?(:

JUDDY HAROLD(:

HAPPY 23RD BIRTHDAY HARRY JUDD! :DD

Tsk, I can't seem to add any of the pictures:( *grumbles

The day that you fall,

I'm finally back from thailand(:

Mann, so many songs were running through my head the whole time. Andd, I sat on an elephant(: Anyways, I'm feeling bad now. Cos of the Uchi and Kussa drinking thing :( it didn't seem much before, but now I feel different. REALLY bad. Bad for Uchi, bad for Kussa, and especially bad for Ryo. Tsk, the world is a cruel, cruel place. I WANT KUSSA BACK ;_;

That's why I've forgotten falling in love with you.

We finished the banner today((:

But it looks kinda plain to me still. Oh, and the Concert Band has to change theirs too:( But it's so cute luhh. Tsk, tomorrow have to go to Pei Chun Pri in the MORNINGG for some mini competition-.- SO SIANN.

Ooh, I watched the One Litre of Tears Special on...Tuesday!(: It was reaaally sad. I mean, most of it is just recaps from the drama. But the thing is that the recaps they put together are all the sad parts. And, RYO CRYING(: Then uh, I watched the Attention Please Special...last night. WHOAH. It's been one whole day only? Hmm, it felt like 2 days or something. Anyways, it was DAMNN nice. I LOVED that part when Shouta found Misaki in Hawaii. OMG, my heart literally just MELTED at that part♥

bon bon bo bon bon bon

I'm listening to Bon Bon now(: It sounds kinda weird, yeah. But it sounds cute too(:

The vb team went to Sentosa today. andd, it POUREDD. So we were all stuck in the rain. Then we went Vivo for lunch and we watched FRED CLAUS. I uh, almost fell asleep half-way(: But, today was a tiring day, yea. A lot of WATER. I won't be surprised if most of us get a cold by tomorrow(:

I finished watching Attention Please today. It was REALLY nice. But uh, RYO!((: Hahah, I'm gonna watch the special tomorrow. Then, I'm gonna watch Ganbatte Ikimasshoi after that. Tsk, I'm getting really addicted :( I've never watched 3 Dramas in a row right after each other before O.O

We can try fly high

I've been watching Hey! Say! JUMP's Ultra Music Power. And personally, I don't think Yamada gets enough solos >.<

Today's training was fun(:

Proposal Daisakusen

Watching dramas the first time is always a surprise isn't it?
You'll never know what will happen next, and most emotions are shown the first time.
But isn't it funny how when you watch it the second time, you won't really know how you'll react?
The second time around, you already know how its going to end, but you still pretend not to know just so you'll get the same feeling as you did the first time.
It's like you're depending on your emotions instead of the show to see just how you'll feel.

STAND BY ME(:

(:

Malani sent me a song yesterday(: it's by TEGOMASS!! XD hahahah, it's so nice(: But it bugged me cos I heard it some where before and couldn't remember >.<

Oh, and I'm gonna have to go for training on my birthday :(

Asta La Vista Baby!

:)YAMADA RYOSUKE AISHTERU(:

♥

Ahem, NOTE: THAT DOESN'T MEAN THAT I'VE STOPPED LOVING RYO(: [Wheeee]

Ahahah, okay. I went to the John Little sale today with my mother and sisters today(: Uh, we bought CHOCOLATES((: Then uh, after that we met DADDY then went to eat dinner at in Subway. Andd, OMGGG, the guy who was making our sandwich was so cuuute. He looked like a little Inoo Kei♥

Oooh, and for the past days I haven't been blogging, I was occupying myself finishing Dragon Zakura, Tantei Gakuen Q (♥) and Tantei Gakuen Q Special, which I should've watched BEFORE the series-.- Ahem, TEPPEI KOIKE!!!(:

KUCHIZUKE WOOO(:

♥RYO IS LOVE♥

Ahem, now that that's over with, WE WENT TO OUTRAM SEC TO HAVE A FRIENDLY MATCH today. Uh, it was seriously boring. They were like not worrying at all. We were bored and they LOOKED like they were trying, but not hard enough. Hahah. And half way through, we got hungry and the seniors ordered Macs that was delivered to the school :DD Hahahah. Andd, THEIR SCHOOL DOES NOT EVEN HAVE A VENDING MACHINE THAT SELLS FOOD.

Anyways, I've been listening to NewS songs and I just watched the Teppen performance in Never Ending Wonderful Story. Hahah, it was so cool. THEY WERE FLYING. I was staring at Massu the whole time, cos he's afraid of heights AND HE WAS FLYING! Cool, mann. And I heard that RYO IS GOING TO LEAVE NEWS AND CONTINUE WITH KANJANI8. NOOOOOOOOOOO!!! I don't mind Kanjani8, BUT I JUST DON'T LIKE SUBARU. He's like...eah.

*I tried to paragraph this post, but it isn't working (-_-;)

Go ahead, do your best

Hahahah. Today was the last match for the U13 Competition. AND WE LOST :)) Hahahah. If we won, we would go to the second round, but whatever. We didn't even want to go second round cos we'd suck.

So after the match we stayed awhile and watched Queensway play against St. Hilda's. Mann, Queensway really improved since last time. So we stayed there and cheered for them. Even though they lost too, we said "Nice one, Queensway" and they replied "Thank you, CHIJ". Hahahaha. It was so cool. Then Haffidah and Chleo started telling them how good they were. Haffidah told the setter that she liked her setting. Hahahah.

And when we were leaving the sports hall (Larissa's mum gave me and Lynda a ride home), we saw Hai Sing getting scolded by their teacher. Hahahh. We were in a good mood that time so we were smiling away and I think Hai Sing were wondering why we were so happy. WE HAVE GOOD SPORTSMANSHIP OKAY! :)))

You gave me all the love you had

Oh, mann.

It's raining like shit right now. Like, the rain is so heavy and the wind is so strong, it's like we're in a tornado. Hahah, anyways, I'm listening to Weeeek now, and it's so happy(: It's such a happy song man. I like Shige and Massu's solo. WOOT.

Oh, and I actually listened to Miso Soup properly today. And, I realised, that it's english! Like that's so cool. It's so cute. Like, out of all things, MISO SOUP. Ahah. Tegomass are so cute. They sing so well together. So harmonised. Oh well, I better stop before something happens cos of the THUNDER just above me(:

*I'll never look at Miso Soup the same again. (O.O)

I can't stop my breathing.

BLG-Broken Man
I want to scream until no sound comes out and you learned your lesson
I want to swallow these pills to get to sleep
So I dont have to make a bad impression
I need to start to be myself
'cause I'm sick of everybody else

I won't let you bring me down
It's here and now
I'm breaking out
I will learn to love again
But I will stand a broken man

I wanna run, but only far enough to make you miss me
I wanna take back all the shit that I have done
But I guess you were better off without me
I need to start to be myself
Because I'm sick of everybody else

I won't let you bring me down
It's here and now
I'm breaking out
I will learn to love again
But I will stand a broken man

I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate

I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate

I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate

I won't let you bring me down
It's here and now
I'm breaking out
I will learn to love again
But I will stand a broken man

I won't let you bring me down (I took one big step and I looked away)
It's here and now I'm breaking out (and I thought of all the things that i wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate)
I will learn to love again (I took one big step and I looked away)
But i will stand a broken man (And I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late...)

-----

My heart is racing.

But I was fine today, until just now. This morning, I got up and watched some NewS videos, on youtube. They made me smile. Then went to CheenatownChinatown with my parents. Then came back home and I started watching Sapuri. I managed to watch 4 episodes. Then it was dinner. After that, my heart started racing.

I don't know why. I can state some possible reasons though:
-I miss my friends.
-I'm really afraid for Tuesday (unlikely but possible)
-I am -------- and really want to ----- Ryo's ----.
-I'm dreading something.
-I need to hug Yilin.

It's most definitely not Blues.

I was going to take a sweet from a packet just now. I noticed the packet name. It made me smile(:
Oishi.

whee

Shige's voice is quite nice, actually. Sounds a little like Yamapi(:

Osaka Rainy Blues

WOOT.

Today was FUNN. We played against Presbyterian High, and even though we lost, IT WAS DAMN FUNN. Coach kept making us scream, so we screamed and screamed until we had no more voices (or at least I didn't). And when they service, coach made us shout "GIVE ME!" or "GEI WO!" And I screamed both, and I almost died. I think I sounded like an outraged ape. I seriously didn't even have enough voice to shout Ace.

Us Presby
24 26
25 17
13 15

But even though we lost, it was the most fun game so far(:

Bleah, and I got kissed in the mouth by the ball today :(

Minna Iru Kai

To Vehicle: I TRIED posting on that day, but the thing got deleted by somewayidontknowhow. Then I got fed up so I didn't try re-posting. Sorry eh.

TESHIIII!
MASSUUUU!
KUSSAAAA!
RYOOOO!
YAMAPIIII!

Ahem, today is the day I declare that I have watched eh...5 JDoramas so far(:

One Litre Of Tears! <3
Nobuta Wo Produce! <3
My Boss, My Hero! <3
15 Year Old's Blues! <3
HANA KIMI (japan)! <3333333333333

...I'm waiting for Gekidan Engimono(:

Guess the jokes on me,

...
Today we had our third match; against Bukit Merah.
We won.
But shit, the next one's gonna be Presbyterian (sp?!) High.
Who are VERY GOOD.
And the one after that will be Xinmin.
-groans.

ANYWAY.
After the match I was suppose to go home and get ready cos I was suppose to go out with Yilin, Sam and Rachel.
Then Coach and Mr Seng all of a sudden told us to go for training later in the afternoon and I was like WHAT?!
Apparently, I had no choice.
So I missed the date out and went for training and all we did was practice playing game.
And there was this one part,
where Coach was telling Chleo something about concentrating and not "thinking of her boyfriend".
And all of a sudden, I spaced out.
And my imagination went wild, thinking:
Hmm, what if --- and ------ all of a sudden walked through the doors, and sat down on one of the benches and started ------- --- us.
Then I started smiling to myself.
And at that point, I realised Coach was saying something about "the whole main six have the same problem except..."
Then he stops.
And points to me or Larissa. I'm not too sure.
But, I still didn't catch what he said :(

MASSU!

I've been indulging in Tegoshi videos lately(:

*ahem, note: the title has no relevance whatsoever to the content of this post.

Be cool REVOLUTION

Ahahah.
Today was the second match yea.
We played against Ang Mo Kio.
And not to be bad or anything, but they looked like they COULDN'T CARE LESS.

Anyways, after that watched Queensway for awhile.
Saw the setter, AND THE FRIENDLY GIRL((:
After that went to Malani's house to get the RYO STICKERRRR.
Ahahah.
That crazy person has like a GAZILLION Kame stickers.
One sticker of which I ACTUALLY WANTED TO GET.
But she was mean, so yea.

I'm listening to Hoshi Wo Mezashite and watching the video right now :DDDDDDDD
They're SO CUTE!!!
Especially Ryo. -looks around obliviously
Andandand it's so cute when he pushes Yamapi out of the camera and starts singing.
Ahahaha.
But I'm looking for the Teppen lyrics now(:
And I realised that I seriously can't go one day without listening to Teppen and YAMAPI'S, RYO'S, MASSU'S, AND TEGOSHI'S VOICE.

Oh, and I finished watching My Boss, My Hero today :((
I'm gonna watch Ikemen Paradise now(:

Mi Amigo

Listening to this song makes me sad :(

SEISHUN AMIGO.

Most likely cos of the show-.-

Andd, cos I only have one more episode left to watch before I finish the whole series :((((

Sadd, mann.

TRAINING yesterday-

I felt uh...uncomfortable.

I didn't feel like talking to anyone.

Then, I wanted a nice --- ---- ----, but I guess I couldn't.

I felt like sleeping during match.

I'm slacking, I know.

...I'm sorry.

garr

AAhhhh, I really don't wanna blog right now.

First match of the Under 13 Competition was today. Played against YuYing and WON(:
Their setter was like so upset luh((:
Kept screaming at them then like so upset like that.
I SUCKED today okay.
Larissa did well yeah.

I'M DONE BLOGGING. YOU HAPPY NOW?-.-

-

Ohhh, mann.

I'm feeling that feeling all over again. That same feeling when I watched One Litre Of Tears.
Crappit.
I think it's cos I was listening to SP's Crazy and Untitled.
...
Now I'm watching this montage of Nishikido Ryo.
And I'm listening to this bunch of songs he sang when he was like very young until now (he still IS very young)(:
His voice is so dreamy.

The first match is tomorrow.

P.S. I can't think of anything to put as the post title, cos the only song I'm thinking of right now is Stereo so I'm gonna label this post as Stereo(:

:+EDIT!+:
I think Im falling more and more in love with you(:
Heavenly Psycho<333

it feels like gold

Hats need a beat, like awake needs asleep
Like a pen needs a page, to learn right you need a mistake
Hearts need a mind, like a clock needs the time
Like white needs black, if you leave I hope you need to come back

Strike all the bells, hit 'em hard make 'em all yell
Celebrate, infatuate, lock us up yeah incarcerate oh!

Ahahah, I don't know why--I've been listening to that song for ages now and I'm still not sick of it(: It's catchy(:

Anyways, the Under 13 Competition is comin up in...4 days time. I was nervous before, then I found out we'll be playing against primary schools. Which made me feel better. Then Claire told me it won't be so easy cos they had 4 years of training and we only have one. Then I got nervous again. I can't wait for it, though. The seniors' match looks horrible. And scary. I'm going to watch them again tomorrow(:

So I, hope you choke and die

I thought about alot of things today.

Drink: Peppermint Milk Tea
Song: March 9th, Silence Is A Scary Sound, STEREO, Ready Set Go((:
Band: The Click Five, McFly
Game: Tony Hawk's American Wasteland
Person(s): -------, RYO!(:
Name: Ganmo(:
Random thoughts: I gotta go pee.
During training: Competition's in a week! Crappit.
During mass: That person in the choir looks like Miss Sangeetha.

I promise you right now, I'll never let you down(:

some people die

Today, I was listening to the radio. I heard a song that started like this

"Some people laugh
Some people cry
Some people live
Some people die"

And I thought, hmm, this song sounds familiar...Maybe it's the song Larissa asked me about today. Then after listening to the first verse, I realised it was Tom Fletcher singing and the song was McFly's The Heart Never Lies. I felt ashamed. I mean, how could I not know that and still claim I'm a McFly fan? It got me thinking about this year too. I've been so caught up with so many things, so many people, that I actually forgot about McFly. Recently, I never stopped once to obsess over Dougie. Which is unusual, cos last year, all I could think of was him. I think this year, everything's changed. I've changed. I've left behind people whom I had things in common with longer than the ones I have now. I can't help but think about the past 2 years when it was only me and Vanesia talking about McFly and The Click Five and all sorts of things. I especially remember us fighting over whether the song title was "Too Close To Comfort" or "Too Close For Comfort"(: I guess I've moved on, but I don't think I actually want to.

-

I'm sorry if I offended anyone in the previous post. I was just REALLY PISSED with somebody. Who claims that she touched ____ when she didn't even freakin go near to the click five.

I just really have to get this off my chest.



I HATE the people who have just SUDDENLY TOOK NOTICE OF THE CLICK FIVE. Just because TC5 came, all of a sudden, it's the "cool" thing to like them. Hello. If you don't like them, don't force yourself. No one's forcing you. Just back off. Andd, if you think the only song they ever sang is Jenny, you're just like the rest of them. If you're begging people for Jenny just after TC5 left our school, you're a loser. And the whole time Jenny's been playing on 98.7, people think they suck and after TC5 comes to our school, all of a sudden you LOVE them. You like them because of their LOOKS. Please. No artiste in the WORLD appreciates people who only like their looks. Ask Panic!. They'll say the same thing. And now, everyone's going "Kyle's so HOTT", "Kyle's SOOO HOTTTT". Yeah, do you know the rest of their names? DO YOU KNOW ANYTHING OTHER THAN KYLE? No. So, don't act like you know everything just cos you like Kyle.



You don't know nothing.

YOU HAD TO TELL YOURSELF TO BREATHE

I JUST CAN'T STOP WRITING ABOUT THE CLICK FIVE.
THEY WERE F*CKING AWESOME TODAY.
WE KEPT SCREAMING FOR THEM.
KYLE AND JOEY MAINLY(:
THEY'RE HOTT.
I FELT INFERIOR STANDING NEXT TO KYLE :(
I LOVED IT THOUGH!
BEING SO NEAR TO SOMEONE I HAVE BEEN OBSESSING OVER FOR MONTHS!
HE SANG JENNY WITH US!
I CAN'T EFFIN BELIEVE IT!
ONE IN A MILLION CHANCE.
I LOVE THEM TOOOOOOOO MUCH.
JOE LOOKED LONELY, THOUGH.
ETHAN IS TOOO HOTT.
KYLE WAS SO....ARGH!
TOO BEAUTIFUL TO PUT INTO WORDS.
I THINK HE ROCKS ASS.
JOEY, HAS BEAUTIFUL HANDS!
I MISS THEM! :(
IT'S GONNA BE ALMOST 11 HOURS GONE WITHOUT WASHING THE JOEY HAND(:
THEY'RE AUTOGRAPHS! AHAH! I HAVE THEM. WHEEEEEEE.
I SOOOOOO WANTED THEM TO SING HHAPPY BIRTHDAY. THE SONG, NOT THE ONE THEY SANG.


MUTTONS ROCKED.
VERNON SLIMMED DOWN.
WHOOO.
MUTTONS WERE HILARIOUS.

SOON YOU'LL SAY THAT YOU'RE ADDICTED TO ME!

SOON I'LL SAY THAT I'M ADDICTED TO YOU!

THANKS, MRS CHAN!(:

WE'RE STANDING STILL...CLICK FIVE!

OMFG. Today was the most AWESOME, FANTASTIC, BALLISTIC, GREATEST, PHENOMENAL, PERFECT-EST, BESTEST DAY IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE FREAKIN LIFE.

F*ck.
THE CLICK FIVE CAME TODAY. Oh, yes, THEY DID. And, yknow what?

I HI-FIVED JOEY ZEHR.

OMFG. I actually TOUCHED JOEY ZEHR.
OMFG. KYLE PATRICK SMILED AT US, WAVED, SAW US SCREAM AND LAUGHED AT US. SO COOL!!!
OMFG. WE WENT ON STAGE.
-SAW JOE FIRST. AND I WAS LIKE "WHOA. HI JOE!" AND HE JUST SMILED AT ME. ME!
-THEN, SAW ETHAN! AND I CAN'T REMEMBER, BUT I THINK I SAID "ETHAN! ETHAN! AHH! HI! HI!" THEN, HE SMILED AND WAVED AT ME. AARRRGGGHHHH! HE'S EFFIN CUTE.
-Right now, I'm listening to "I'm Getting Over You" and I'm thinking, "NO, I"M NOT(:-
-NEXT, SAW BEN! AND I WENT CRAZY, SAYING "AHH! BEN! BEN! BEN!" AND HE JUST WALKED PASS US :(
-THEN, SAW KYLE!!! AND F*CKING GERALDINE, WHEN WE WERE STANDING THERE, SCREAMING OUR HEADS OFF, SHE WENT IN FRONT OF HIM AND RAISED HER HAND. KYLE GRABBED IT AND THEY GRIPPED EACH OTHER'S HANDS!

Today was the F*CKING BEST DAY of my life. I screamed until I choked. I still can't believe I TOUCHED JOEY ZEHR. IN REALL LIFE!

P.S. I'm using the Joey Hand right now to type all this. :( It's been 10 hours and I still haven't washed it(: ANDD, JOEY IS SERIOUSLY HOTT, OKAYY. KYLE TOO! OHOH! KYLE IS TALL. VERY. I FELT INFERIOR STANDING NEXT TO HIM. I WAS JUST 10 FREAKIN CENTIMETRES FROM TOUCHING HIM!


I STILL LOVE YOU WHEN I'M YOU'RE GONE! :D

you got me on my knees,

Today, training was fun.
I guess after so long,
...
Yeah.
Ohh, and I just found out TODAY that the Under 13 somethingsomething is in less than A MONTH.
So I guess I'm doomed

But right now, my legs hurt.
BOTH.
Ahah.
Andd, we got our chinese paper back today.
I got 100 out of 200.
YAY(:

P.S. I found out that Geraldine (sec 4) is a very good GREAT setter.

even though I love you,

On Thursday, I'm gonna strangle Malani,
Then hug her(:

to everything in life that has an end,

...I've been feeling sad lately.
Okay, maybe not only sad, but troubled, depressed...not on earth.
I guess you can say EMO.
And it's all cos of that show Malani told me about.
I watched it over the weekend (actually I started on Friday and finished all 11 epsiodes by Saturday).
Andd, I fell in love with that guy(:
Ryo Nishikido.
WOOT<333
So cute.
And in the show, he's always so emo-looking.
Heh(:
Also, I couldn't resist listening to the songs.
They were so touching even though I have no idea what they're saying.
Andd, when I listen to March 9th and Only Human, it reminds me of episode 8, which was SO TOUCHING.
I'll never forget that episode.
But it's good that I watched it, though.
It was kind of like a wake-up call telling me that life isn't always such a breeze.
That we shouldn't take life for granted, and there ARE people out there who care for you.

I think that show is life-changing.
I guess you could say I cried one litre of tears(:

wanna hold on tight

Hello(:

Today, Yilin told me what they did to Tat Hong. Damn funny la. I can imagine it now.. Haha. Especially Geraldine. So easy to imagine her screaming at him. Hahahahaha. Heh(: Andd, when I read Yilin's blog about what happened, I luaghed out loud to myself, and when I stopped, I heard an echo.

P.S. Maths was kinda easy today(:
P.S.S. I'm suppose to be mugging for sceience right now, but...

FRACTIONAL DISTILLATION IS USED ONLY WHEN MORE THAN ONE LIQUID COMPONENT IN A MIXTURE OF LIQUIDS NEED TO BE SEPARATED. IT IS SIMILAR TO DISTILLATION EXCEPT THAT IT USES A FRACTIONAL COLUMN OR TOWER TO SEPARATE THE DIFFERENT LIQUID COMPONENTS WITH DIFFERENT BOILING POINTS.
crap.

I thought you said forever.

I can't take it anymore.

I want to kill myself but I dont want to die.
Does that make sense?

I miss you.
I miss the old days with you.
I may spend time with her but she can't replace you.
NEVER.

What happened to us?

it cannot wait.

Hello Patty(:

God of Wealth is me la.
Health is Mauryan.
Emoness is Wan Ling(:
Love is Boon Ting cos she LOVES someone :P
Luck is Tracy.

sometimes I don't make sense.

But it's like no matter whatI do I can't convince you to just believe this is real.
So I let go, watching you.

(:
I haven't touched the computer for 2 days. So I'm cranky. And, I have no idea. I'm feeling really...PLAIN. I need life. I need Helpp.

God of...
Wealth,
Health,
EMO-NESS,
Love,
Luck,
UNDERWEAR,
Knee Caps-.-,
VIOLANCE

Do it all over again.

I don't mind where you come from
As long as you come to me
I don't like illusions I can't see
Them clearly

I don't care no I wouldn't dare
To fix the twist in you
You've shown me eventually
What you'll do

I don't mind...
I don't care...
As long as you're here

Go ahead tell me you'll leave again
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same

Hours slide and days go by
Till you decide to come
And in between it always seems too long
All of a sudden

And I have the skill, yeah I have the will
To breathe you in while I can
However long you stay
Is all that I am

Wrong or right
Black or white
If I close my eyes
It's all the same

In my life
The compromise
I close my eyes
It's all the same

Go ahead say it you're leaving
You'll just come back running
Holding your scarred heart in hand
It's all the same
And I'll take you for who you are
If you take me for everything
Do it all over again
It's all the same

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(:
I chatted with nicky today.
She seemed very happy.
Hhaha.

I won't try to philosophise

Crap.
I was in a bad mood yesterday.
Cos of the stupid english.
Hahah, okay, maybe it was my fault, but I was still angry-.-
I spiked and it almost hit Man.
It was hard.
I felt good after that(:
Sorry Man(:

I don't know what to say.
I'm sorry?
Sometimes, that's not the point.

The way you always make me look at you.
The way so many things surrounded you.
Now I'm falling, there's nothig left to say.
And I can't break free out from in me there.
How can I let you leave this way?
Without you I'm not at all.
Cos I see things now in these memories.
Just to see you again.

Everything is colourless, nothing's as it seems.

Half asleep, I'm so bored. Counting sheep(:

Crap.

I didn't know until this morning that exam's tomorrow ):

But it's english, so I don't have to panic much, but I am.

What sucks the most is that I can't even concentrate when I TRY to study.

Distractions: Gee. Music. GUILT.

I saw him today, though.

So that cheered my day up(:

Art was fun too(:

Vanesia made me HYPER.

I made Ms Teh laugh just because I was laughing hysterically because of -ahem- Gee.

Yay. Gee. Pau Siak. Heh.

Dammit.

I played for so long and only got a GLIMPSE of him after Chem.

Andd, I had no idea there was gonna be any listening compre.

Damn.

I don't even know why I bothered with you.

I don't see what it's worth anymore.

Crap, we don't even know each other anymore.

GUILT.

The love that we had is torn in 2

Wheeeeeee. Today was ****ing awesome :D Let go. Hahahah. And, BOOOOOOOOOOON TIIIIIING(:

I think I'm LOVESTONED, I don't think he knows):

I LOVE Gotta Go My Own Way. Omg, it's so sad. The first time i heard it, I felt sad. Then, when I watched this video on YouTube, I CRIED! Omg. It was so awkward O.O ...TODAY'S THE LAST DAY OF CD!!! Dammit. I wanted to get _ _ _ _ _ _ _'s autograph la. But then I only managed to get 3 before they all vanished. ))))))))): I DIDN'T EVEN GET HIS FREAKIN AUTOGRAPH LA! ...I feel HORRIBLE. But then, WE PLAYED VOLLEY WITH THEM! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD It was damn fun. And they didn't know why I was saying shouting "Let Go"-.-

Oh, and today is the last day for the sec 4s. So sad. If I were them, I would cry my eyes out. And some more the school go play all these sad sad songs la. Sure cry one.

I'm trying to understand.

Let go(:

Like Heaven on Earth when I look in your eyes.

Today I stayed back to "study" with Maryanne. Initially, it was just suppose to be the 2 of us plus some seniors. Then later Yilin came, then Larissa came. -sighs. No more Pat-Man time(:

But, when the seniors took a break from studying (FINALLY!!!), they went to play with Yilin, Mauryan and Larissa. I wanted to play, but the urge was not so much that I left my work. So I finally decided to stay alone at the tables and do my work. It was actually a LOT more easier to study alone. Some people thought I was sad cos I didn't go and play with them. Haha.

Anyways, tomorrow's gonna be a sad day, but I'm we're gonna have to cherish it. The last day of CD. OMG.. :',( No more _ _ _ _ _ _ _. NOOOOOOO!!! I don't want him to EVER leave!(: And some crazy idiots think that he has a brother called B _ _ _ _ _ _. Hahahaha ((:

*I realised that the label and title of this post really matches the mood(:

Ashley

I realised I really wanna watch High School Musical 2.

Ooh, and Ashley is in SURVIVOR:CHINA! :D
Yknow, Ashley-from-WWE Ashley?
Ashley-the-one-who-follows-Brian-Kendrick-and-Paul-London-around Ashley?
...THAT Ashley?
Yeah, omg.
Damn cool.

I think I miss SAS.

Days that go by without cause

There are some things that you can't change,
but you just can't let them go.


What do you do then?

I love the way she glows in ULTRAVIOLET light

OMG.

Today was like the funnest [?] day of my life((: WE PLAYED WITH THE SINGAPORE AMERICAN SCHOOL TODAY and...

WE WON!

At least the juniors did, not so sure about the seniors. We won 3-2((: It was so fun. But I step line 3 times and coach scolded me for the first 2 times )): But heck, after that I took baby steps. Then there was this time where I knew there was alot of pressure on me, cos we were one point away from winning that game. Then we won(:

When coach left, everyone relaxed a little. Hahaha. But I reached home late. About 9.10 or something. So tired..then got LTH's homework-.- Heck, I don't think I'm gonna do it. I'm too tired(: Anyway, I already told him I may not have time to do it :DD

I'm over the moon(:

Dear Diary, I SAW GEE TODAY. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :DD ..and that adds to my over-the-moon feeling(:

A pitiful disaster.

Today made me wonder.
Is life really worth the living?
I mean, some people may get intimidated or embarassed, and THEY'RE still alive.
How about me?
Why am I still alive?
To put it simply, I don't see why it's worth living anymore.
There are better people out there in the world.
In HEAVEN.


Today sucked.
CCA confirmation scared me.
Look what you did, Vanesia.

Everything's changing

HAHAHAHA. Today was a purrrrrfect day(: Why? Cos no one polluted NOBODY'S MIND (woot. 3 cheers for Dilpreet!). I saw Catboy SOOOOO MANY TIMES TODAY :D ANDD, after CIP, coach let me play match((: ANDANDAND that ASS((: WHEEEEEEEEE

But, OMG the Health Care Centre was scary. All of a sudden, one of the women started crying! Nessa we all all got scared. Hahah. Lucky we didn't cause her tears. BUT YI LIN HARDLY TALKED THE WHOLE TIME. COS SHE LOST HER THINGS. Ah Quah too. -SIGHS.

Uhh, but still, today ROCKED.

BUT THEN I saw the girl who has the ETNIES SLIPPERS. Hahaha. BUT, turns out she was wearing the ETNIES SLIPPERS. ...grrr. But heck, it's way beyond what I can afford. I mean, $25? haha, NO.





SO WORTH IT.

We missed our chance

Today was a suckysucky day. COS SOMEONE WANTED TO POLLUTE SOMEONE'S MIND AGAIN!!! Gar. Andandand Claire ran away from her class and gave me a letter after that-.- I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO CLASS FOR CD EVEREVEREVER AGAINNNNNNNNNNNNNN.

Ooh, but the day progressed after school when the few of us went to the gym to play volley(: HAHAHAH.

im slipping away

Why are you so emo nowadays?

All I can think about is you.

...I think I sprained my foot yesterday...ouch.

CEDAR :D

Oh my gollygollygosh!(: Playing with Cedar was so fun today. But Haffidah never come :( so Nadia had to play co-set. HAHAHAHHA. It was damn fun today la. Andandand I think we're all scared of the TALLTALL girl(: Coscoscos when I hit the ball to center, Nadia don't dare to take cos she's in front of the TALLTALL girl. HAHAHHAHA. So funny. And I think Bad has an ADMIRER(: And i think today was the best time I've ever had in Cedar. It was DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMN FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNN okay. Oooh, tomorrow's Yilin's birthday and I spoilt the photo frame I was suppose to give her O.O


Andandand, I watched Evan Almighty today :D

The Ballad of Paul K.

He's drinking cold Corona.
Feels like he's getting older now,
I'm noticing how he's finding
Grey hairs left in the shower.
Tattooes fade by the hour and,
I can't understand these feelings.

Why life is getting him down,
He used to smile now he frowns.
And cries inside.
It's been this way for a while
And he can't seem to put things right.

When life has been unkind.
And you're losing your mind.
Look in the mirror, afraid of what you'll find,
Feels like time's not on your side.

He doesn't like to mention,
Applying for his pension so,
His children don't know he's heading.
Into a mid-life crisis.
He can't afford the prices for
The new kitchen floor he's buying.

He's been a drunk all his life.
Two kids, a dog and a wife.
He doesn't know.
And in the daytime he just sits and watched television shows.

Don't know why but somehow
The ones you loved you hate now,
You feel down and blue.
Look at what you've thrown away.
They stood beside you all the way.
Now it's too late.
It's too late for you.

Hmm. That song got me thinking. Since the cover of the English textbook said that Ballads are "Stories In Verse", it set me thinking that this is the only song I'm sure is a ballad. It's sad, actually. But I read long time ago that this song referred to Danny (from McFLY)'s father. It's really sad. Why'd he just throw away his life like that? WHAT IS THIS WORLD COMING TO?!?!
Oh, and Gee is a guy(:

Thank you sir, for takin my boy.

URGH! I HATE DILPREET KAUR!!! That idiot went to talk to Gee yesterday. DAMMIT! It wasn't worth it, playing in the gym, but I saw Gee so that was fine(: AND I STILL HATE DILPREET! And when she wants to torture me, she just repeats the conversation she and Gee had. ARGH!!! SO IRRITATING! Why, oh, WHY, couldn't it have been me? AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Forget it.

Anyways, tomorrow's Teacher's Day and I'll be going back to OLN!(: Hahaha. I saw that girl so many times today O.O MUAHAHAHA. Oh, and I know what the 4E is doing for the Teacher's Day celebration tomorrow. Damn cute la. They all sing together. HAHAHA. And Rebecca was right in front. HAHAH. So ADORABLE.

Andd, Vanesia and I went to Compass today to see whether we can buy anything for Mrs Tan and Miss Wan. I bought a tofu for Mrs Tan(: so...SQUARE. And then we saw Shi Ke(: And I think the volleyballers were buying some stuffs for the teachers cos I saw about 4 or 5 of them at Popular. HAH.

IT'S TIMES LIKE THESE I'LL NEVER FORGET

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAHAHAHA. HYPERhyperHYPERhyperHYPERhyperHYPERhyperHYPERhyperHYPERhyperHYPERhyperHYPERhyperHYPERhyper.
Hah. Man, after like, what, TWELVE HOURS, I'm still so hyper. HAHAHAHAH. Today was damn fun playing volley in the gym with Claire during recess. And I told her to spike me(: Itwas damn fun. And I slid! On my knee!(: But it didn't hurt cos my leg was so sweaty (gross) and I just slid. But OMG! I got the ball! And like so many people were watching. It was scary, actually.

i wish this day would never end..

We went Compass today with Chandragupta, Abuki, Larissa, Yilin and Claire:( AGAINST MY OWN FREE WILL!!! And I didn't buy nothing more than a drink(: I had no money. Heh. But Claire got this seriously huge and cuddly stuffed pig for Mr Seng. HAHAHAHA. It was so flabby.

boys will be boys

hahahaha. Today's match was like kinda fun.

HAHAHAHAHAHA. Lynda came. Then the Cedar Sec is like so far..but not as far as Queensway (wah HIENG ah). Anyways, TOMORROW IS TUESDAY!!! But, unlike last week, it's gonna be a sure-plan thing that tomorrow's gonna be a GOODGOOD day(: MWAHAHA. The ride back home from Cedar was damn tiring. But, OMG they're damn tall. AND, those freakishly tall sec ones were talking about us. Those who weren't playing. How do I know? I was covering the side and I overheard them saying "-something, something, something- ...SHORT... -something, something, something-" Damn insulting la. Just cause they're tall.

Pfft.

The matches were fun. I got hit at the mouth from a service:( O.O and let me reenact what happened. The ball was coming. I was stupid, I didn't move, the ball came, SMACKED MY MOUTH, and then my WHOLE HEAD shot back, and I had a spinning headache. It hurt...ALOT. And when they serviced again, I silently said "Ow" to myself(:

Ooh, we're going back to OLN on Friday for Teacher's Day and we're gonna play volley. YAY.

P.S. We didn't win the match against Cedar. 0-4. Guess who was the ZERO(:

embrace forever, MYSWEETGIRL!

Damn.
HAH.

The last time I posted, it was after my first match. Now, I'm posting just before my second match. OHMYGOSH. It's against CEDAR -gasp. Walao. Damn scared la. The service thing again :( I don't really think we stand a chance unless our service is good.

OMG.

Oh, I didn't see Gee the WHOLE WEEK! :(((( BUT! This Tuesday I'm sure too see him((: I'm so excited!!! I miss hiiiiiiiiiiiiiim.

Yilin stole my dignity.
And Dougie and Ryan.
AND my music. (or she's trying to :X)

you're my air

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE(:

Today was such a fun dayyyy(: it's cos OHMYGOSH I could service today (hence, the first word). My gosh, It was DAMN fun. Haha, and to think I was afraid of today. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I'm like so happy now la. OMG. I like serviced so many times and it went over. Hahaha. It's such a huge improvement!-.- But honestly, the Queensway people were good. Especially that girl who I thought looked nerdy and wimpy but is actually seriously good. Ohh, ANDD, that girl that everybody loves((: She's so caring even though we're opposing teams(:

Oh, we got back our Maths CT today. I didn't do so well. ESPECIALLY as a mentor, I am a disgrace. HAHAHA. Miss Koh's fault. She thought I could teach Yilin when my marks were like damn horrible. But pass la. walao. 1 more than Angelica only and Angelica is suppose to be a mentee. HAHAHA.

Just so you know, the match was a draw, 2-2(:

AND, TOMORROW'S GONNA BE ANOTHER HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY DAY. GEEEEEEEEEEEEEE(:

I was dead wrong

crap (this time, there's a reason why I said that)

Today, must've been the crappiest day of the week. Apart from Friday night la. I felt crappy all day long. And it's all cos of the stupid match tomorrow. Damn, I don't even know why I'm freaking out so much. Oh, yes. It's cos I can't service as well as last time anymore.

DAMMIT.

I'm dreading tomorrow, a little. I just wanna play in the morning. No competition. Heh(: I think if I went to Pei Cai I wouldn't be feeling so scared...RIGHT? uh, yeah(: I feel real pathetic now.

OHMYGOSH.

Yi Lin and I haven't even done the Lit thing. Shit.

I hate life.

If you need someone who cares for you.

Urgh. I felt damn horrible yesterday. Yi Lin and I had a fight. But I think it's settled now.

Anyways, we had Family Day today!(: It was kinda fun luh, but the Haunted Dungeon was creepy and everyone kept TOUCHING you. It was damn scary. And Nessa actually kicked people. Haha. Then she went to apologise. My Gosh, so good(: heh. The Dance Studio was fun too. Especially when they played The Kill. Cool. But nothing like the original. And while I was sitting there, Larissa and Yi Lin said that ""One way or another, Patty is EMO."" Hahaha. REALLY?! Evil. Maybe SOMETIMES, but it's when I'm not in a good mood..which may be nowadays, but that's cos of some reason.

OHOHOH! And that ******* PERSON who has those Etnies (not necessarily shoes). heh(: And I realised that in school, lots of people have DCs and Vans. But none of them have ADIO(: I just realised I'm really smiley right now. HAHAHAHA. It's cos I played volley and I could spike today. But mainly cos I serviced properly. I'm like so sucking at my Service now. DAMMIT.

WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?!?

I hate it when I can't service. Now everyone can service and I'm like the only one who can't. Shit.

Family Day was fun(:

It's all gone grey.

The previous post was just shit I felt like getting outta my chest. So it was just crap(: Anyways, I failed 2 subjects for CT3 so far): Chinese and History. Heh. So disappointing. Usually I pass History one lor. Haiyah, depressing. I was so moody yesterday cos of the History paper. Pfft. But I'm still waiting for the Maths paper. Whoa, I had a dream that Yi Lin passed and I failed but I was still happy for Yi Lin. Cos even if i fail and Yi Lin pass, I'm still safe, I think.

Actually, today I wasn't suppose to play volley at all cos I would stink after that. But if I play with the fellow juniors, it wouldn't be so bad. Or at worst, don't play AGAINST senior la. So I play WITH senior still can. So I played WITH Pat and Zebrina, against, Chleo, Badriah, Haffidah, Nadia and Situ (rabid rabbit). Then die la, later Gael came. And Haffidah came to our side...Then later Esther came for a while. Then Carissa came. But she stood at our side first. Then moved to the other team. Then sure die la. Whatever, I spiked her(: Damn happy to spike seniors. I actually wanted Gael to spike me, see what it feels--bites tongue.

Anyways, I'm listening to The Fray and Yellowcard right now. But nobody cares.

Heck(:

crap.

i dont wanna make things any worse

i'd just like to say that it is DAMN cool that the VB C Division won against Pei Cai. it's so COOL! damn, i wish i was there. i wanna feel the adrenaline rush in me then i die((: but i had to go for my piano exam today): it was quite fast though. 10 to 20 minutes. shorter than i expected.

hmm.

oh, man. i have to study for the stupid CTs. hah. but im going to play vb too. though NO ONE BRINGS A BALL ANYMORE. its sad. and that, that, that, MOLEFACE HASN'T EVEN COME TO SCHOOL FOR 3 DAYS. HOW CAN ANYONE BE SICK 5 DAYS LONG?! her, i guess :D neverminds,

let's spend tonight on top of the world

i feel HORRIBLE. i SOOOOOOO wanna go Pei Cai and play.

dammit.

but i HAVE to have piano exam on that day): and SO many people aren't going. but they don't know what they're missing. well, neither do i, but that's besides the point. the point is, it's going to be an EXPERIENCE. how can they miss out on something like that? haiz. i think it's gonna be REAL exciting.

just like thursday.

first i didn't want to go training, then i told situ and pat so we decided not to go. then i changed my mind and wanted to go. then i told larissa, and not situ. so between lesson got a chance to see larissa so i told her i wanna go. then she was so happy. then after school i didn't feel like going training again-.- but i guess i got influenced by something-i-don't-know-what.

BIG MISTAKE.

not really, though. it was FUN and cos i wasn't SO in the mood to go, i wanted it to be short. so luckily there was the NA people having prelims in the gym. so must wait til 3.30. YAY. then by 3.30 we waited for them to leave the gym. so by the time we finished moving the chairs and tables, and finished warm-ups, it was about 4.20. YAY. then, i can't remember which we did first. receiving, i think. then spiking. receiving was hard cos we had to touch the floor before we moved and before we get in contact with the ball. O.O i couldn't do it so well, though. so i just received normally.

the big thing was, it was only the number 3 ball which i couldn't receive properly. and the number 30. while spiking, once i almost got hit by rochelle's ball which happened to be 3. and when she was spiking from that same place again just after that, i WAS hit by the 3 ball. and who woulda guessed number 3 was there. hmm...

anyways, coach let us sit out while seniors were playing game. so larissa and i decided to play by ourselves for awhile. then had a drink. then played again, but then with carissa (ahem, number THREE) and pat.

IT
WAS
FUN

cos i seldom play with seniors O.O

carino mio

today .was. a. crappy. day. the. only. good. thing. was. that. i. wore. my. Adio. to. school. today. everything. today. was.

CRAPPY. CRAPPY. CRAPPY.

the. only. good. thing. that. happened. today. was. that. i. caught. up. on. my. sleep. during. recess. and. miss. koh's. class. i. actually. think. that. the. reason. why. i. felt. so. crappy. was. maybe. i. didn't. play. volley. in. the. morning? i. really. wanted. to. then. after. school. claire's. asked. me. whether. i wanted. to. play. with. her. and. rochelle. i. freakin. can't. believe. i. said. no. that. was. totally. the. most. sucky. part. of. school. anyways. SOME. people. think. i. was. very. EMO. heh.

and i'm sorry baby, won't you come home?

heh. today was fun. played volley before school started(: argued with the engliish teacher a LOT. it was fun,though. AND, i chatted with vanesia and her FRIEND on msn just now. so boring. heh. buts, tomorrow's gonna be a HORRIBLE day. i heard that if we're going t wear what i'm planning to wear, we're gonna get a pink form -gasps!- but the principal say can so can lorh XD and i DIDN'T GO TRAINING TODAY :D haha. so happy. first time in my life i actually missed training. heh. but had to do the sewing thingy. luckily had maryanne, sarah and deirdre. damn funny lar. deirdre kept talking to her ____ and then she called me sophy. i was laughing like mad. and i still have a physics sample paper to finish_): damn late already. i don't feel like doing it.

SHIT.

but, i don't care.

but i gave up the fight

omg. OMG. SHE FREAKIN KNOWS!!! heck, anyways, YESTERDAY WAS EARTH DAY!!! haha. and the NDP preview too. oh WOW. the SJC peoples were SOOO CUTE when they ran out! haha. and then my family and i ate BILLY BOMBERS! cool. (: and, the most important thing that happened yesterday, during the NDP Preview, i was so bored during the UG marching thingy that i thought of this(:

"the smell of your fats lingers on me now.
You're probably on your flight back to go trim down
I need some shelter of my own protection flabby
To be with my fats and center, clarity
Peace, Obesity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has everything to do with you
It's personal, my fats and I
We've got some trimming down to do
And I'm gonna eat you like a fat kid eats chocolates
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a HIP girl now
And HIP girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm jogging
I must go alone
I must take the painful steps 'til I'm skinny, skinny
Fat people don't always have happy endings, do they?
And I foresee the flabbiness ahead if I stay

Like the little school mate in the scourt yard
We'll play volley and watch them run
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my flabbisity
Yes you can hold my flab if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and flabbers and share our secret ways
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with my fats and center, clarity
Peace, Obesity"

HA! yes, i was THAT bored..

whatever it takes i'll make your darkest days so bright

urm...yeah. im doin this only cos SOME people say i have to "update" it. so i shall talk about today's volley.

- scraped my leg and felt a spark -shudders-.
-SOME person didnt come for training today even though she COMPLAINS she never gets to play cos coach NEVER picks her.
-i left pat all alone to go home after training cos i was too busy um doing something CRUEL-.-
- couldnt focus on match cos i hurt my thumb, then my shin, then my OTHER thumb.
-couldnt service because all energy was drained out of me cos i had NO WATER to drink cos SOME people just DRANK FROM IT WITHOUT CARING WHOSE IT WAS!!!
-felt miserable

so yeah, that's what happened today. and yeah, i lost my water bottle then found it in the chinese classroom, but the door was locked by then):

throw it away, forget yesterday

heh. im feeling HORRIBLY BORED. yesss. i can't stop thinkin of what's gonna happen on monday. with VOLLEY! hehe. anddd...since i haven't blogged for SOOOO long, i decided to post today, making this month's posts...TWO!!! :D YESSSS. VERY retarded. but seriously, im bored outta my GUTS.

so a TEENSY WEENCY update of what's going on now:
-i think i'm gonna fail physics :(
-i can't concerntrate during chinese
-i created FLUFFY (which we yet to do to someONE -ahem- wrinkled)
-i actually understand how to play the volley matches
-my co-form teacher is FREAKY

so, yeah. my life's miserable now. and PE teacher's not gonna be Ms Tan anymore!!! :'(( so sad. Lit teacher isn't gonna be Mr Prakash. :,(( again, so sad..

and yeah, i've yet to find out who my Guardian Angel is-.-