I can't stop my breathing.

BLG-Broken Man
I want to scream until no sound comes out and you learned your lesson
I want to swallow these pills to get to sleep
So I dont have to make a bad impression
I need to start to be myself
'cause I'm sick of everybody else

I won't let you bring me down
It's here and now
I'm breaking out
I will learn to love again
But I will stand a broken man

I wanna run, but only far enough to make you miss me
I wanna take back all the shit that I have done
But I guess you were better off without me
I need to start to be myself
Because I'm sick of everybody else

I won't let you bring me down
It's here and now
I'm breaking out
I will learn to love again
But I will stand a broken man

I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate

I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate

I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate

I won't let you bring me down
It's here and now
I'm breaking out
I will learn to love again
But I will stand a broken man

I won't let you bring me down (I took one big step and I looked away)
It's here and now I'm breaking out (and I thought of all the things that i wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate)
I will learn to love again (I took one big step and I looked away)
But i will stand a broken man (And I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late...)

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My heart is racing.

But I was fine today, until just now. This morning, I got up and watched some NewS videos, on youtube. They made me smile. Then went to CheenatownChinatown with my parents. Then came back home and I started watching Sapuri. I managed to watch 4 episodes. Then it was dinner. After that, my heart started racing.

I don't know why. I can state some possible reasons though:
-I miss my friends.
-I'm really afraid for Tuesday (unlikely but possible)
-I am -------- and really want to ----- Ryo's ----.
-I'm dreading something.
-I need to hug Yilin.

It's most definitely not Blues.

I was going to take a sweet from a packet just now. I noticed the packet name. It made me smile(:
Oishi.